Part 9

I have recovered ... I do not remember either when or how ... I woke up with a terrible headache. I was like a rag. All night, I dreamed Dary ... I had to go to school, and I was not able to. I'll see her all day long, so happy, so in love ... I can not, it's my life. Damn it! I hate, I hate that I love her so much ...

When I left home it was about 12:00. Immediately I went to buy alcohol and then went up to the roof of the building, where I spent one of my best nights with my Angel. I stared at the school yard. Even though I was trying to hate her, I could not ... It seemed that the hours were over, because the yard was filled with people. But even in the big crowd, I could recognize Dary. Had she noticed my lack? Not that why I'm her, she has Tobias ...

Alcohol, tears, pain and again alcohol ... This was my life in recent days. Donate I rang several times, but I did not dare to pick it up. I did not want to hear her voice, I did not want questions, I did not want to think of her always when I close my eyes ... I wanted to forget it.

One night I walked past the bar, the one who had been struggling with the bastard a few days ago. At the end of the alley, I saw a group of boys. I walked past them and in a second I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around. I knew him right away, that was the pellet from the bar with my friends.

- See you. the poor man said.

-Get out! I will not deal with you. I replied.

"Do you think I'll let you go unharmed after what you did to me the other day?"

-I would have done it again. -I smiled. I do not know if this statement was provoked by a burst of courage or rather nonsense, but at this point I did not care at all at all. Then he reached out to hit me. I stepped back and he missed it. I clenched my fist and rubbed it into my belly. The pain made him go madder even more. Her friends were included. I did not have a chance. They were more and definitely stronger ... Suddenly I felt something piercing in the abdomen. When I looked, I saw a pocket knife stuck to the handle. I climbed to the ground and the pellets escaped. I tried to pull out the knife, but the pain was terrifying. After a while I lay in a pool of blood, and in front of my eyes was Dari's image. She said she loved me ... So beautiful, so pure ... She really looked like Angel ...

Will I die? Will she ever understand my feelings? Will I miss it? A bunch of questions that I do not know if I'm going to have the chance to get an answer ... But I know one, I love her, I love it in the face of death, I love it all over the world, I love it in the face of me who wants to hates her ... I LOVE YOU .......