1 The beginning

it was a beautiful morning ,in london i was feeling really excited because i got a case after months of waiting.Though my profession was a lawyer i felt like my whole career was falling apart.London is a big city and it's full of famous lawyers,it is a competitive field and i was loosing it.i got up early and got well dressed to go to my office,i knew that how my office will look like,it's going to be like hell because i haven't been there for like months,because i didnt have to,i got nothingto do there after getting dressed i started to go down from my apartment and unfortunately i met a face that i never wished to meet in a important morning like this,it was my land lady mrs.Margaret ,i've been avoiding her for like months."here you are Mr.Anderson you didn't pay the rent for like months,how long are planning on staying like this,please be hurry and settle this otherwise you have to find a new apartment"she said roughly."im sorry mrs.Margaret i promise im gonna settle this real soon,just give me few more days.""hmm..you better hurry mr.Anderson."after few words with her i began walking and i was thinking how miserable my life was,I got a case from a client after months of waiting and I couldn't even imagine about the debts i have to pay from that money, i was raised in a small village called cartmel in Lake District and after becoming a lawyer i moved into London thinking it's gonna help to build my career,well here iam in a rotting hell and it was very bad decision,maybe it wasn't but it didn't worked for me.i always liked a quite environment where i can mind my own business,I thought about to going back to lakes many times but I just couldn't show my parents that im a big failure,but it's the truth and it hurts like death by thousand cuts