2 Chaputer 2

She said I felt bad for saying that to you at the hospital you just tried to kill your self and i just ignored it I said I said oh ok it's fine I just don't know how to tell you my feelings or express them it's confusing to me

I few days passed and we spent less and less time together the same thing is happing like always I guess it will never change

I woke up looked at my alarm clock and it was 10 in the morning wow she didn't even wake me up for school such a nice mom, I got dressed and left the awful house when I got to school nothing out of the ordinary happened after school I walked home and grabbed my blades and headphones and walked to the woods by my house when I got to a stump of a tree I sat down and put on some headphones and turned on some songs

I looked up and then down and pulled my sweater off and rolled up my shirt sleeves up and looked at all the scars and started to slice up my shoulder I felt the warmness of the blood drip down my arm I felt nothing, I liked looking at the nice sunset I took my phone out and took a picture of the sunset I got up and started to walk back to the house and when it was almost there I saw someone by the door I looked at my phone and it was way too early for my mom to be home, when I got to the door I was the girl in my math class and she looked like she was debating on knocking on the door and she did and I said hey she turned around and said oh hello she looked surprised, I said yeah she said what I said you are in front of my house and she said oh yeah I was about to ask you some questions about the homework again I said ok sure and walked up to the door to open it and I said want to come in she said yeah sure, I opened the door and walked her to my living room

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Hello sorry for the long-ass wait that was totally a dick move i just been going through some shit yk yk

and sorry for the short chapter