1 Prologue
Four Season's Series#1
A/N: A kindly reminder, that this book is a work of novel; means places, events, names, locales and incidents are either the author's idea or used in fictitious manner. If specific events,name of a person living or dead, or actual incidents is stated in this book is truly coincidental.
Please be informed that this book has a matured content and strong language, that is not suitable for young audiences.
Now let's welcome; The Spring Season -🌸-
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"You just need a closure" Treiah says
I put my hand in my pocket and sip the coffee in my hand. I rolled my eyes, refusing to accept her suggestion of me going back to US to have a closure with my ex boyfriend.
It's too absurb for me to do that, I'm sure that man already move on or better has his own damn family.
"Too dramatic for me" i reply already imagining how awkward i'll be of i do that.
"It's not dramatic, it's the last step to free yourself"
"I am free" i says twirling infront of her making her stop from walking
"Don't be narrow minded" then rolled her eyes
"I don't need a closure with him, his words make it sure and close he even cut all the ties and communication with me."
"Here we go again" she sigh i know that i said that many times yet my mind always come up with that everytime where on the topic of love; and my mouth will unknownly says words on it's own about it
"Besides i already moved on, and my heart is free....." i stopped "....ever since he push me away"
"I didn't says that you have to bring both of your past in front of him and then walk out" she explained "Just have a conversation without saying anything stupid"
"Treiah, you're not just risking my pride you're also risking my life by that suggestion of yours"
"What do you mean by that? and why are you talking about pride and risk now? I thought you said that you're ready to risk anything to finally free yourself?"
"Stupid?! What if he has a family already and then i suddenly show up just to have a closure with him? I just risk my pride; Second what if he hasn't move on yet I'm sure he'll definetly do something to me" i shout while explaining to her "Just the thought of it?! Is killing me"
"You're exaggerating" she simply says sipping her iced coffee
"Just shut up okay? Let's wait for Khiana's thought about it or something else" then walk ahead of her going to the parking lot
"I never thought, you'll ended up being crazy ass just because of it" she says waiting for me to open the car door for us to hop in
I press my key and the car open up, she sit on the shotgun seat and i seat at the drive seat. I'll be risking my whole life if i'll let her drive, the last time she drive is when Khiana and us got into a huge fight between the enforcer and us. We ended up beig in the police station for hours, luckily my attorney is one call away.
"You're not gonna crash this car and leave me, just because i suggest that right?" stopping from putting her seat belt
"I rather burn you alive and alone than crashing my car along with you" then starts the car
"I think she's right" Khiana says agreeing of Treiah's idea
We picked her up from the airport, she just comeback from Paris. She's an international model, not that famous 'cause she also don't like the idea of having a nobody following and watching her every moves. One is enough which is her manager.
"No" i simply says she just rolled her eyes while Treiah glare at me.
"Do it, it's the best way to be finally free" she says without looking at me.
I admit that, I'm afraid of Khiana more than Treiah who is more aggressive than her. Khiana is quite and very scary when she reached the edge of her patience while Treiah likes to show her feeling by hitting and being loud.
"Okay, i'll do it" i sigh in defeat
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I never thought, i'll be in the same bench with him since he push me away years ago. I never thought, i'll be talking to him. I thought his different it turns out his worse than those boys who left and hurt me.
"Are you happy now?" i ask breaking the silence that surrounds us
He looked at me in pain, tears are threatening to fall in his eyes. I looked away not wanting to see how he expressed his regrets of leaving me without knowing the situation.
"It's a genuine question" i explained he seems like he misinterpret it.
"I don't know" he muttered
I want to ask why, but i don't think i should interfere in his life now. He choose to parted ways with me, cutting all the ties and connections to me. Leaving me no choice but to move away and move on.
I was genuinely happy for him when i heard the news that he takes over his father to their company. Making him the youngest CEO in the business industry.
"You should be happy now" i whispered "I mean, you reach your dreams it's more than your dreams actually"
"Are you proud of me?"
"I'm happy for you, i don't have rights to be proud of you. I'm just a worst person you've met" remembering how says those words that makes me turn my back to him and walk away.
"I didn-"
"I'm not here to ask for your explanations" i shout not wanting to here anything about what happened in the past
I already moved on "I forgive you, and you should forgive yourself too" i says then stand up to my sit and walk out leaving him in the bench.
Tears started to fall in my eyes, my breathing got heavier and heavier making me hard to breathe. Does words aren't the ones i want to say, i want to have a proper closure with him. I want to free my heart, but it seems like he doesn't want to let go.
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