12 Giving up is not an Option
WARNING: 18+
"Aaah gaaawd!!" the woman under Elian gasped heavily. Elian's one hand was holding the satin dress that was curled up to her waist, and the other one was on her hip holding her body in place.
The loud noise of the wall repeatedly being struck by the wooden dresser echoed throughout the giant living room of the apartment as the woman leaning on it was being pounded repeatedly by the man behind her.
"Oh....Elian I mis-sed you so mu-uch", the woman said in her trembling voice, turning her head to see the face the guy was making, as their hips continued moving together, rhythmically.
While Elian kept shoving his member violently inside her body, his hands tightened their grip around her hips as he was about to reach completion. "Aaah....aaah...Elian.....yes....fuu-ck!!!", the woman cried as her eyes squinted with pleasure.
She held on to the edge of the dresser even tighter to prevent her knees from giving out.
Elian pulled his member out and stroked it vigorously until the white liquid from his shaft splattered onto the bare hips of the woman in front of him.
Elian stepped away from her after finishing, as the guilt began to takeover.
He pulled his trousers up and buckled his belt. The woman stared at him as he hastily dressed himself.
She got herself off the dresser and opened one of the drawers to pull out a bunch of tissues and wiped the liquid off her body. She stood back up and her satin dress draped over her long thin legs.
Walking over to Elian, she tightly hugged him from behind, holding onto his waist, "I meant it, I really miss you babe!", she pouted.
Elian sighed and pulled himself out of her embrace and walked to the couch where his blazer was laying, "Anna, I already told you I just wanted to have sex, nothing else".
She smiled and followed his steps, "I know what you told me", she flopped onto the couch, "But I can see that you missed me, that's why you came back! Don't you realize that? You're not over me", she said raising her dark and defined eyebrows that were perfectly symmetrical.
Elian gave her contemptuous look, " I did not miss you, if anything I was relieved you weren't around throwing tantrums and causing me trouble", Elian replied in his flat tone.
"God! I missed your 'wistful robot' voice so much", Anna stood back up and wrapped her arms around his neck, "And though I love your whole 'I'm a tragic hero from a movie' vibe, its about time you realize that you really do love me, and that you really want me back. That I'm the only one who gets you", she brought her lips closer to that of his, as she spoke in a seductive tone.
Elian broke into a laughter, "Is that why you called me a 'man-whore' and a 'fuckboy' in all of your posts? Cuz you really get me?". He pulled away before her glossy lips touch his.
"Ugh, you're still mad about that? I told you, I was just really pissed and I got really angry after you broke up with me that day, and I kinda lost it...", she whined.
Elian unlocked her arms and walked to the door, "Well you're pissing me off right now. So stop before I lose it", he said as he adjusted his clothes, so as to not look like he just had sex.
"I'll take it back alright! I'll make it go away. Lets just get over with this whole breakup thing. I want us to be together babe pleeease....", she pleaded with an endearing tone, that could make any man change his mind.
"No, we are done, thanks for letting me have sex with you, I'll get going now", Elian announced as he swiftly exited the apartment. Anna looked at the door closing behind him and smiled, "I know you'll come back, I'll make you come back baby", she said as she picked up her phone from the table.
She strolled back inside her living room and began scrolling as she flopped back onto the large white couch.
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Elian got inside his car and exhaled sharply as he leaned against the driver's seat. He had thought that maybe hooking up with Anna would take his mind off Kian. But that wasn't what happened. While having sex with Anna he only kept thinking back to the night when he came home drunk.
The images of Kian's slender luscious body laying on the white bedsheets, covered with sweat and semen.
The touch of his silky white skin against his hands. His eyes that were overflowing with lust when he laid there squirming and touching himself all over.
"Argh", the alpha groaned at his thoughts and pounded his head against the headrest of the car seat, telling himself that it was the last thing he should be thinking about. But his mind couldn't hold back.
He couldn't help but recall the warmth and scents emitting from his body while he was in his arms. The way he was grinding against his body and the noises he was making. And how it felt being inside him. Inside his wet and tight-(ring...ring...ring).
The sudden sound of the phone ringing interrupted Elian. He felt as if he'd been caught.
He reached inside his blazer and took out the ringing phone from his pocket. It was Declan's.
"What is it?", he tried his best to appear calm. ["Elian, what did you do?"], Declan interrogated. "What do you mean?", Elian asked confused by his question. ["Anna just posted an old picture of you two with 'I miss you' in the caption and people are going crazy over it. So what did you do?"], Declan felt like a teacher checking on a student.
"Fuuck! That psycho!", Elian cursed, "Nothing, I...I just needed a release and I told her it was just sex but she is so fucking dense", he defended himself.
["What is wrong with you dude? Why do you always play with fire like this? You know you could just....do it yourself sometimes right?"], Declan felt slightly awkward suggesting the idea.
"Dude! Shut up, I just needed to think of something else after that whole thing with that fucking omega", Elian scolded. No response came for a couple seconds.
["Wait, are you saying you were thinking about him?"], Declan said, confused. "Fuck off! Why would I think about him? He disgusts me. Why on earth would you ask me that?".
The man on the other side was surprised with the overreaction to his simple question. He paused for another couple of seconds before he spilled the truth, despite knowing how angry the other guy would be listening it.
["Hey, I know you don't want to know about this but, this morning after you left we found a report of his gender test in his bag, so I'm guessing he genuinely didn't know"], Elian grimaced, "Are you on his side? You don't know these people Deck, they go to any length to trap you! I have told you a million times, and you're my friend how can you-", ["I was just suggesting Elian, Calm down! I just want you to look at things rationally], he interrupted.
[I have to go, I'm gonna be late for my flight"], the man on the phone changed the topic. "What? Wait where are you going?", Elian asked.
["I told you, my training, the league is starting in a few weeks so I guess I won't be here for a while."], the man of the line replied.
"Alright, I hope you do better than last time!". Elian said as he cut the phone remembering how much depressing the last year had been for Declan and how much damage it did to his performance. However, he was happy that his friend had been trying to move on and get his life back on track.
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After seeing Uncle Lee, Kian came back to his apartment and explained the entire situation to Will and Allis.
Although it had been a week or so since the incident, Kian was still trying to process his new identity.
He laid on the couch of his apartment, staring at the ceiling with a thousand thoughts going through his head. He felt like he had to build himself up from ground zero, again. All his ambitions and dreams that he used to think are just a few miles ahead, now seemed too far-fetched to even comprehend. It was as if he had completely lost his old self.
He heard the door of the apartment unlock and open. It was Will. He stepped inside, closing the door behind him. He noticed Kian laying on the couch and rolled his eyes at the sight.
"Oh my god, have you not moved at all from the couch since morning? It's been days Kian, you have to get over that. It's not the end of the world to be an omega for god's sake!", he scolded, taking off his shoes and his coat.
"Leave me alone", Kian said under his breath, without even looking at him. "Hey! Come on, me and Allis have been taking care of that bakery all by ourselves since like a month now and we need you back there. It's fucking exhausting", Will came and stood directly above his head, trying to get the attention of his friend.
"I don't want to'' Kian said so quietly that he could barely be heard.
"What do you mean you don't want to? It was your idea. What about the loan? And all those things you've been planning since high-school?", Will countered, exasperated.
"I don't know alright. It's not the same now. Everything has changed. I'm not the same guy", Kian said gloomily and flipped over to the other side, facing away from Will.
"Okay! This is enough. Get up right now and listen to me!", Will commanded. "Go away!", Kian tried to ignore the boy who was pulling on his arm, but the omega managed to make him sit up.
"Listen to me you idiot. You've always been this guy. You were always an omega but you just didn't know. Being ambitious and hardworking has nothing to do with anyone's gender. And what are you even scared of? The discrimination? I can't stop working because I get discriminated against sometimes by some people. I have to keep going, because if I'm not trying to stop it, at the very least I shouldn't be defeated by it. And if you keep this up, then you're probably not the Kian that I met eleven years ago!".
Will stomped away angrily from Kian after his speech and into the adjoining washroom and slammed the door close. Kian was left by himself, contemplating his situation. He knew Will was right, that he had always been an omega. He was right about not giving up. But it all too difficult.
But somehow, it was getting even more difficult to live in his head with his thoughts. Kian knew he had to stand back up and start again. Because he was already too deep into all this, and he can't back out now.
