Frustrate

"Hey bitch you're out of your mind again" I came to my senses when I heard Avyanna's voice

"Yeah, you were like that yesterday" It's Lian. Gosh, they already notice the floating of my mind. Even my self I didn't recognize that I'm out of my mind, well it's all started when I met that guy arghhh.

What the fuck does he say to me?! k.? as in letter K?!!!! holyfuck and he didn't mind to apologize because he's the one who bumped me–

Really? he? or maybe me? duh whatever as long as it's still his fault! period. "you motherfucker, Zharina Jiwon Lee!" I almost jump into my sit when Lian and Avy shouted at me.

"What happened to you? you whispering something like you're talking to someone and you have a fight with." annoyed Avyanna said

"you're so weird," Lian said and shooked her head like she's disappointed. Yeah right, what happened to me? He's just a snob guy who doesn't care about me or maybe I'm not. the only one who gave his rude manners.

Why do I care?! He's a stranger to me by the way. Even his name? I don't know. Well I'm sure we're not going to meet again nor collided, I swear

"I'm doing fine guys. You don't have to worry about" I said but I know they won't believe that.

"seriously?" Lian furrowed her brows in confusion while Avyanna looking at me with a bitch and doubt look.

"you only look like that when you see or meet someone handsome—" she stopped talking and suddenly held her mouth to shut herself up. Avy and Lian looked at each other and whispered "ohmygod"

And then they both looked at me with widened eyes. Now I am the one who's arching the eyebrows. I'm sure something's running through their minds and it's not good

"hey stop thinking stupidity—"

"STUPIDITY? WHICH PART? YOUR FLOATING SOUL OR THE HANDSOME GUY THAT YOU MET?" Avy cut me off. I looked at her with no emotion and raised my index and middle finger

"The second one" I simply said and inverted my eyes on them. Then I heard the scratch of a chair after that I felt someone's beside me. Of course, it's my crazy friends. Their curiosity was going to fucked me up seems

Avy put both palms in her cheeks then her elbow was on the table. "so who's that HANDSOME guy hmm?" She gave me puppy eyes so I gave her a disgusting look

"he's not snobby right?" Lian said so Iooked back and my face is even more wrinkled. What's up with her? She's never been curious about other guys huh. In Avy state, It's normal to her because I guess she was born as a flirty one and no one can change that but seriously? Lian Trisha Mae. The nobody's person is now curious about the stranger I've met? Wow. Just wow...

Even Avyanna looked at her with a wrinkled face. Lian looked at us with parted lips then she licked her lower lip and looked away. She fixes her thick eyeglasses. "W-why you're looking at me l-like that? like you're both shocks yet disgusted."

"are you sure you're Lian Trisha Mae? gosh, why I felt like my bad spirit join to your body?" Avy said then she back her sight on me "by the way who's that guy?" she smiled sweetly and it's gross for me. Hmm maybe Avyanna has a new target

I take a deep sigh and face them "I don't know that guy, he didn't talk to me that much actually he even snob me! like he said that I'm looking at him with desire?! fuck you!" I rant. Avy and Lian are both shocked and holding their mouth "WHAT?!" I asked.

"Gosh, you look at him with desire? yuck! so embarrassing" Avy looked at me with disgust. While Lian is looking at me with widened eyes

"if you're going to flirt with him I swear he's not the guy who supposedly flirts to be with," I said to Avy. She arched her eyebrows at me

"wow? who are you? me? gosh, we're childhood best friend's and yet you don't know me that much?"

"what do you mean, Zharina? Avy is good at hunting men. Randoms guys are easy to her" Lian said. Avy clapped with that

"very well said...."

I rolled my eyes and sigh "whatever. Do what you want to do" I said and grabbed my phone and put my earphone to play some music and to visit my social media accounts

Minutes have passed I'm still busy with my Twitter acc when I suddenly felt quiet throughout the classroom. I didn't bother to look at what's happening instead I just focused on my phone screen

I was about to go to my Instagram when someone pushed me over my shoulder which causes me to fell from my seat "What the fawk?!" I raised my because of that and immadiently stand up.

I'm ready to shout at Avy because I knew she the one who pushed me cuz she's beside me when suddenly someone coughed. I looked in that direction and my angry aura was replaced by astonishment when I found out that the guy who's now in front was the guy with who I collided before.

"excuse me? you may now back to your seat miss bratty" The guy said and he smirked! gosh, he s-smirked at me? holy fuckkkk!!! and because of that, I sat down voluntarily.

"ok, so hi-class I want you to meet my hardworking student, Kajik Simon. He's a transferee student here in our University but he graduated as valedictorian since grade school." Our professor said. I didn't even notice that he's with our professor because I'm focused on him only damn!

"He's here to help the rest of you with your academics because I know that some of you are already struggling. So if you have some problem with other topics you can ask him but.....know your limits, not because I said that it doesn't mean that he must help you all because he also has his own life and he needs to focus on his studies too, alright?" Our professor explained. Some of my classmate's nod but I was just staring at Kajik who's now looking at them with a small smile on his face.

I looked around and I saw my girl classmates are looking at him with admiration and satisfaction. My eyes landed on Avy who's now drolling. I pushed her slightly to get her attention "you're drooling yuck" I said but she didn't care so I checked Lian at my back and she also froze while her lips are parted. I shook my head because of their reaction and back my sight in front, and I was shocked when I saw Kajik is looking at me

KAJIK SIMON IS LOOKING AT ME! helpppp

He's looking like he's memorizing me. I looked away landed my eyes on the book so I grabbed it to cover my face and the acts that I'm reading. After a second I slowly lowered the book that only my eyes could see. I saw that he's not looking at me but he's...HE IS SMILING WIDELY!!!! like he's trying to hold back his laugh.

What the fuck is going on with this man? So weird.

Our professor starts to explain something that I can't understand because..because....arghhh I don't know why!!

Kajik is seating on the professor's seat while noting something. I don't know why I was looking at him so I was just surprised when he also looked at me. My heart beats abnormally so inverted my eyes again and act that I reading this....this unknown book

After that boring discussion, Kajik and our prof are the time to leave. "sir are you going to leave now?" One of my classmates asked

"yes, why? before you want me to leave even it still has 50 minutes before your break then now you want me to extend my hours here?" Our professor said

"sir people's changed"

"whatever. We're going out now. It's your break time. Class dismisses" He said when they left.

The quiet and peaceful classroom lately was Scattered with happiness and shout now. They keep on jumping like a crazy kangaroo and moaning like they are fucking.

Avy And Lian are screaming in unison, then when their eyes landed on me they approach my direction and shake me multiple times

"damn ouch! stop!"

"OHMYGOSHHH I SAW HIM LOOKING AT ME!" Avy said

"no, he's looking at me," Lian said

"stop dreaming he smiled after they look at me" Avy put both arms on her waist

"okay if you say so" Lian lowered her pride.

"hayyst I told yah! he's easy to flirt with! hmmm, I think I have a new target gosh!" Avy screamed again and grabbed her bag "I need to put on some makeup and I need to be fresh all day" He said then put a powder on her face and lip gloss on her lips then she pops it.

"not all boys like your type, Avy. Some of them like the simple one" Lian smirked with that so Avy stopped from doing to her face.

"what do you want to say? he's going to like you? well, you're pretty too with or without makeup so let's see who's gonna win" Avy said. Lian sigh and shake her head

"No. I'm not going to compete 'cuz Kajik is not my type," she said so Iand Avyanna looked at her with parted lips

"wow...Kajik is one of the examples of the perfect structure of a handsome guy but I'm not against your decision because it's right owemji I love you" Avy said and continued curling her eyelashes.

"what about you Zharina?" Lian asked me

"I want him" I accidentally said

"WHAT?!" They asked

"I want him to help me duh" I excuse. HOLY FAWK WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME?!