1 The Feeling

'I hate this.' Han thought to himself as he stared at the ceiling above him. The ceiling fan of his room continued spinning in an endless circle without any care in the world or even a purpose in mind besides sending air down below.

Han had been staring at this fan for a while thinking about many things. He was your average guy that spent time online scrolling through things such as TikTok and the like. However, he knew that doing something like this would always end up bad. No matter how much he crossed his fingers he would always pass a video that showed a happy couple.

It would be one thing if they were your normal everyday couple that were going through the walks of life but they weren't like this. They were what Han wanted. They were couples with such a large love and obsession for each other that you could feel the intensity through the screen as you watched.

Every time Han saw something like this he couldn't help but have a rising feeling in his chest. This feeling plagued him like no other making him want something like this with every fiber of his being. He wanted it more than air, food, or water. It was something he desperately wanted but could never find.

Sure Han had gone on his fair share of dates and met some girls here and there but they could never quite stimulate that feeling in Han's chest. That want, no that need for something more than your conventional love. He didn't want to sit there under a fan watching it spin for hours he wanted to be wrapped in loving obsessive arms that threatened to never let him go. He wanted that warm and tight embrace that was like a coffin for which you could spend eternity in.

This was the effect these videos had on Han making him question whether he was depressed or truly that lonely. There were many questions he had for himself about something like this but he knew that he wanted it. As Han sat there trying to calm himself from running outside and screaming in frustration that he didn't have something like those other people he came up with an idea. An idea to go on a popular website that everyone he knew used.

This website was called Omegle. It was a place where strangers could meet and talk to each other. There were two different options for communication on this website with one being texting back and forth while the other was a one on one video call between Han and a random stranger. Han thought that if he talked to someone or took himself out of his own thoughts he might forget about the longing for someone to have an insatiable love for him.

Once he thought of this idea he stood up from his bed finally taking away his eyes from the continuously spinning fan before walking over to his desk and sitting down in the one office chair he had placed at the desk. On the desk in front of him there was an older laptop that wasn't too fancy but also wasn't non functional. It was good for everyday things but nothing over the top.

Han took the time to dust off the top of the computer before opening it and finding the Omegle website. When he got on there he chose the one on one video call option rather than the texting since he thought it would give him more of a calming feeling than looking at some words on a screen.

As Han clicked the button to find a person to talk to there was a little spinning animation in the middle of his screen indicating that the website was searching. The feeling in his chest wasn't gone and he knew that if he didn't get rid of it soon he might do something rash so he hoped that someone would pick up the call soon.

Han sat there waiting for a few more seconds before there was a small beep sound from his computer and the tab he had opened indicating he had finally been matched with someone. Han inwardly let out a breath of relief as he looked at the screen hoping to find someone he could have a decent conversation with but the person he saw defeated all expectations.

The girl on the screen was in a similar room to his own with the only difference being a darker wall paper and small designs placed on the covers of her bed. Besides that the thing that beat his expectations the most was her beauty. While some might call her unattractive this girl was exactly Han's type. She was a gothic looking girl with black lipstick and a nose piercing. She had pretty long lashes that Han was sure could captivate anybody while her eyes were a deep ocean blue that he felt he could get lost in forever.

"H-hi." Han said awkwardly as he shifted himself in his chair trying to start some type of conversation. The girl in front of him was right up his alley so he didn't want to mess up the conversation at all. The girl also seemed to have a surprised expression but Han missed it since he was too focused on his own thoughts.

"Hi there, what brings you to this website so late at night?" The girl asked revealing her voice for the first time. When Han heard her voice he nearly closed his eyes in satisfaction. Her voice was a very soft tone that sounded so soothing that you couldn't help but enjoy it especially during a quiet night like the one he was currently in.

"Nothing much just wanting to talk to some new people." Han said with a smile regaining his composure. Han hated telling lies so he decided to tell a half truth with his answer to the girl. Technically he wasn't lying at all and everything he said was the complete truth.

When the girl heard this she smiled before answering back, "I'm also doing the same. My name is Jasmine what's yours?" The girl asked again seemingly very interested in Han by her tone. Han could also tell her interest so his smile widened slightly before he answered once more while cementing the name Jasmine in his mind.

"My name is Han." Han said before he began asking questions of his own. The conversation went like this for a while with Han asking some questions and then Jasmine asking some questions. It was clear they were both very interested in each other by the way they were smiling the entire time and surprisingly enough they had a lot in common.

Neither of them really had any connection to their family and lived on their own while working normal jobs. Neither of them had many friends and they both even considered their friends not true friends but only acquaintances. With this many things in common they began getting along quite easily, laughing and spending time together for a while before Jasmine said something that steered the conversation in a new direction.

"Hey, if I'm being honest with you the reason I'm on this website so late at night wasn't really to meet new people." Jasmine suddenly admitted shocking Han. Han had been talking with her this entire time and he had guessed by her nature that she truly enjoyed talking with people but it seemed he had been mistaken.

"Then why are you on here?" Han asked curiously as he stared at her beautiful face through the screen. During their time talking Han had trouble keeping his eyes off of her because he didn't want to come off as a weirdo or something.

Jasmine took a huge breath when she heard the question before answering, "I was having trouble sitting by myself. The silence in my room is almost suffocating but at the same time I don't want to waste my time inviting people over I don't care about in the first place. Pointless endeavors like that only leave me unsatisfied and angry to the point I never wanting to have someone over ever again. I want love. I want love so bad I could scream. I want to take love by the throat and drag it with me until I never let it out of my sight again. If I could just have that then I would die happily but since I can't find it I come here to get some sort of satisfaction." Jasmine said all in one breath while going on a slight tangent that surprised Han. What she had just said tickled and soothed the aching feeling in his chest. The feeling that he had ever since he found something such as obsessive love. This was the exact thing she was talking about and also what he wanted, although he didn't know why she was telling him this.

"Then I guess I will have to be honest with you as well. I didn't come here to meet new people mainly either." Han said catching the attention of Jasmine who had her head down in shame thinking that Han would think she was weird.

Han also took a deep breath before beginning his own thoughts, "Actually I have had the same feeling as you. I want to be taken by someone. To be whisked away so suddenly that I can't even think about it and to be held so tight that the thought of running away would never even pass through my mind. To be loved so dear and tenderly that I don't need anyone else other than that person. I also came here to get away from those thoughts and to find some sort of escape from it." Han admitted with an awkward smile while Jasmine just stared at him blankly from the screen. Han began wondering if he said something wrong after she didn't answer for a few moments but before he could speak she decided to talk once more.

"Where do you live, like what city?" Jasmine asked a simple question but it confused Han since it had so many meanings. There were not only many red flags but also many green flags going off in Han's head. He began wondering what she could mean and maybe it was due to the suffocating atmosphere Han had been in all night or maybe it was due to how much he liked Jasmine he decided to answer the question.

"I live in Sky Bridge near the bottom half of it. What about you?" Han asked thinking it was only polite that she told him where she live as well if she were to ask such a question.

Shock filled Jasmine's eyes before a wide smile appeared on her face, "It seems fate has brought us together. I also live on that part of Sky Bridge. Do you want to say screw it all and meet together? Your place or mine it doesn't matter to me but this feeling inside my chest is driving me insane." Jasmine said with a scary smile that shocked Han to his core.

The pure crazy wanting and longing in Jasmine's eyes that were clear as day even through the screen set something off in Han that he had never felt before but soon enough he found himself telling her his address before they hung up the call and he began waiting.

Han sat there in his room staring at the ceiling for over 10 minutes wondering if she was truly going to come or not before there was a knock at his door.

*Knock Knock*

It was a very calm and collected knock that wasn't too loud or too quiet but it sounded much louder due to how quiet Han's room was. The second Han heard the knock he made his way over to the door before opening it with expectation. His heart had been beating out of his chest the entire time making him want to fall over. The feeling that he had on his body from watching those videos and seeing that obsession had only multiplied when Han hung up the call and waited for Jasmine.

When he was waiting he had been hoping and praying that his prayers had finally been answered. He hoped he had found his one lover that he had wanted all this time to love and to cherish for all of eternity even into the afterlife.

Han wasted no time looking though the hole of the door before opening it to reveal Jasmine outside. Han was astonished how she was even more beautiful in person than she had been when he saw her through the screen. She was wearing a simple outfit with a black shirt and skirt while also wearing leggings along with her platform shoes.

Han saw immediately when he opened the door that not only was she much taller than he thought reaching a few inches higher than himself but she also had a wide smile on her face that seemed almost crazed from Han's expression, "You're mine~" Jasmine said as she rushed into the room pushing Han backward as she slammed the door.

Before Han could even give a proper greeting she had already pushed him inside the room while closing the door. She then enveloped him into the tightest hug he had ever felt in his life. At first he thought it was a little suffocating but when he felt the pure longing in the hug and how it would never let him go he couldn't help but reciprocate as he wrapped his arms around her tightly squeezing her into the most meaningful hug he had ever given before they both slightly released and looked at each other.

"Thank you." Han couldn't help but say with a tear in his eye as this was something he had been longing for, for so long. Something that he had dreamed and thought about for many countless nights hoping that one day he might get his chance to have something like the people around him.

Jasmine had a slight tear in her eyes as well showing how she had wanted something similar as well. He wasn't the only one who had spent so many nights thinking about it but now that it was in front of her she refused to let it go, "Will you be mine Han?~" Jasmine asked in a low voice but it was more than clear enough for Han to hear.

He didn't need to even hesitate especially after seeing the clear want and growing obsession in her eyes. She was something that he wanted too making his eyes even have a hint of obsession as well, "Of course." Han said before he placed his lips on Jasmine's enveloping them in a deep and passionate kiss that only ended when neither of them could breath. As their lips separated with a string of saliva between them they smiled before going to his bed hugging each other as tightly as possible afraid the other might disappear and from then on they were there for each other always no matter who got in their way.

Matter of fact, their obsession and love for each other were so strong that their friends ditched them due to being scared of annoying their friend's lover. However, they were both fine with this since in their mind they only needed each other.

The End.