5 Chapter 3- I AM NO ONE

[Warning: MATURE CONTENT ]

"Ripped apart; Limb by limb.

Scattering bones, Heart caving in.

Self-mutilation, Scar after scar,

Empty and Hallow, Worn like a tar. "

-----Flashback Continue-----

CESIA'S POV

"More... Blood... Blood" my baritone voice echoed in the room. Then I released my grip into her With a hole in her chest, laying the floor with no life and dilated eyes.

I looked at my other hand, holding her poor beating heart. My hands are now dripping blood. I close my fist and squeeze her heart over and over. It made my heart filled with joy and happiness. I am now grinning, looking at her lifeless body full of blood.

I heard a sudden break off a glass and there I woke up from my enchantment. I look at the man who came running towards the direction of mine. And saw the situation of a woman lying on the floor, blood is everywhere. I frowned at what I see and realized that it's Mommy Thea, being lifeless. I was taken aback by what I witnessed and shocked.

"Th-e-a! Theaaa! " Papa tapped Mom's cheek until he shouted in frustration. When he saw the hole in her chest. I almost peaked when I saw her crushed heart on the floor. I stepped back and cannot believe it; when my hands are now red with blood.

"N-o, No way! " self-assuring it isn't true.

"You! You killed her? " he looked at me with disgust. "You're a Monster! " Papa shouts out loud while pointing his finger at me.

He grabs the knife in my Mom's hand and stands up. Before he could come to me; I immediately went out of the cell and close it. I run out of the basement and go outside the house. I feel the tenderness of my knees while running. But I didn't notice it; focusing to escape.

"No! It's not me! " I said while wiping my tears. I'm now at the back of the house. I can't run well because of my swollen wounds and bruises. I just felt the pain of my whole being and saw my dress with blood.

"Cesiaaaa!" hearing Papa's Voice, he's now out of the house.

I've run faster, non-regardless of the pain I felt. I'm in front of the Forest. I have no more choice, just to enter this Goddamn Dark Forest.

"Forbidden, Dark Forest Cesiaa! For Christ's sake! " and I enter into the woods.

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How many times I've been stumbling in the roots of the Big Mangrove Trees. But I didn't mind those earlier, just to make it far from Papa. I heard the howling sounds of an animal, it's so dark here.

Right now, I keep on convincing myself that these are part of my nightmare while asleep. I had to wake up but heck, I did those cruel things to my Mom, like someone else been controlling my moves.

"M-o-m, M-m-o-m" I sobbed remembering her lifeless face. But the scars they left weren't GONE. I'm broken!

"Aaaaaaah!" I shout out loud when I feel a metallic thing, stabbed in my back. Then pulled my hair with his prim hands.

Why are they loving to pluck my hair in violence? Shit!

"You'll die! You're a Monster! You killed Theaa! Monster! I've already lied on the ground and the knife is still on my back. He kneeled and pulled my hair more, then slapped me two times.

"I should have Ki-lled you back then. But I didn't get your sexy body! " he lustily touched my lips and trace her fingers on my face.

"Don't" I plead.

"Papa, please! " begging him to stop what he does. I'm tired, I want this to end now.

Yes, you heard it right. He takes advantage of me, before but Mommy Thea got home early. So, his plan didn't succeed.

"Hmm. Huh? Papa? I don't have a Child!" he slapped me again. He's now on top of me, sitting on my thigh. He held my hands upward with his left hand. He licked my cheeks and devilishly smell my neck.

"Hmm. Even you have a filthy face now. " while holding my face.

"It still can be" he grinned.

"And, Thea is no longer here. So, before I kill you, Cesia. Let me experience and feel you how to be crazy traveling to heaven. Ha-hahaha-ha". the devil laughed through his heart's content.

"D-amn You! " I cried while getting away from his grip. He's so strong. And I feel numb and weak. My tears keep on falling while he laughs in happiness, doing his lustful plan.

He pulled my shirt up and lustily enjoyed the view of my half-naked body. He's smirking wildly while looking at my bulge breasts.

"Hm. Nice Breast! " he said then touched it harshly while squeezing my nipples. I shouted in pain while doing that because of the wound in my chest. He licked my neck hungrily while pinching his hand with my breast.

"Pl-ea-se, Stop! " while sobbing.

"Stop "I am now devastated and lost.

Until I feel a familiar rush inside me. Hatred and Anger want to unleash in my system. I kicked him, immediately to his private part of the body.

"Aaaah, Youu Slut! " he blurted while holding his private part. He looked at me but retreated. The fear is evident on his face.

"Scared?" I said in a cold voice. I smirked when I saw his afraid. I heard the loud thudding of his heart.

Hmm. What a good rhythm!

"Mon-ster, You're a Monster! said in a stuttered Voice. He would have run out, but my body automatically moves in his direction.

I unmercifully pulled out his heart from his chest. And put it on his mouth open. I haven't contented yet, I broke his neck and moved the direction of his face on the back.

I pulled the knife that we're stabbed in my back and repeatedly stabbed him. Until his body got lumpy. I released him and saw his poor lifeless body. Bathe with his blood.

I laughed evilly because of the contentment. I can't explain why? Would I feel excited and thrilled when someone else showing their fear to me.

"If you let your anger, control you. That's gonna be happening to your victim." said in a soft voice of a lady.

I felt someone's presence here. And at a second, she's already in front of me. She wears a red cloak, but I can see her curly brown hair. And her mysterious...

"blue eyes "

I find myself shouting in pain. I kneeled to the ground and cried. Just now, I heard my bones cracking. Like they were breaking. All the pain I felt because of my wounds, my shattered heart. The worst nightmare I ever have.

"I-I killed my family ". Did I do that? Who am I? I feel nothing but pain. All over pain.

"Who-am-I? I stuttered at the thought.

"What - am I? I whispered in vain. But I know the blue-eyed lady heard it.

I am now lying on the ground, embracing my heartaches. I look at the dark sky.

No light.

No stars.

No Moon.

The first time I saw the sky outside. But tragic. Hmmm. I smile in disappointment.

"I AM NO ONE.," said in my lifeless voice.

"NO. ONE. " Until I feel lightweight and my visions went blurry. Before I close my eyes, I saw her beautiful face matching with her blue eyes.

Then said:

"Sleep well, Dear. All the pain and suffering you have been through. There's a reason behind it" her voice is like a lullaby that swings me through calmness and sleep.

And everything went BLACK.

TO BE CONTINUED...