1 just the beginning~

so,uh awkward?

my name's angel,I have no friends,because I'm gay,every boy thinks I'll like them if they become friends with me,so they all avoid me.The girls all think im disgusting,beside's my sister,she's the only one that except's me.My dad left when me and her were very little,maybe about 3 or 4?But my mom hates me cuz I'm gay.The only person that listens or even looks at me,is my sister, Angela.My name's angel,My mom says I'm going to hell,so instead of calling me angel she call's me a sinner.It doesn't affect me anymore,nothing really does anymore,Some people think I'm insane cuz the cuts on my arm.But it's the only way I can deal with the pain,So today is June 21,the new kids supposed to come,he's probably gonna be like everyone else,they all hate me,he's going to be just like them,oh look here he come's.

"okay student's,I want you to be all nice to....What's your name?"Stupid teacher can't even remember the kid's name,damn shows how much he cares. "k-kia....~"....his voice is so pure,it's like a angel's....."okay you can take a seat next to angel".Everyone turns around and looks at me,some people look at kia with sympathy looks,Ya he's just like them.He sits down and smiles at me I roll my eyes and look out the window.

"angel,please come to the principal's office,I repeat,angel please come to the principal's office,thank you" wth do they want now? I get out of my seat and grab my back,then walk out the classroom,with everyone whispering behing my back. I walk to the office and my mom's here."what?" i ask with my most irritating tone.She clenches her fist and hands me a suitcase. "your going to a university with dorms,so go home and pack,your leaving tomorrow". Before she walked out she whispered "finally got rid of that mistake". The principal looks at me with sympathy,but smiles,"good luck angel!" she says while I walk out of the room

あかたさやまなまはちはたらあさなは the next day~~

I show up at the University,and notice it's an all boys school,does that mean everyone's gay?I doubt it....its probably all gonna be the same anyway.So why care? this is all pretty stupid anyway,I walk into the University and people smile and greet me,that's a first.I just keep walking,they'll all hate me soon so why pretend? I get to the principal's office and she greets me with a kind smile,I thought this was an all boys school? anyway she gives me a paper and tells me my dorm number,and tells me not to go out to late,then gives me my dorm number key,she also added I'm supposed to have 3 roommates,she said it really depends,but I most likely will have one,unless there no room left for people and then she'll have to add extra people to our dorm.To everyone's dorm,when I get there I try opening the door,seems like my roommate got here before me.

I go in and shut the door behind me,I lock it also.I look around the living room,it's not so bad,but the dining room in very small,and the furniture is all worn out,looks like I'll have to get a job and fix all this mess.I look at the two rooms and hope I don't walk in on my roommate,I open the door and it's empty,there's not even a bed,so look like I'll be sleeping on the floor.i knock on the door and no answer,I decide to go in,This room is the bathroom.Its not so bad just stinks like shit.I close it and knock on the other door,my roommate answer's the door...