1 The one that got away

Person: Jin

Group: BTS

Maybe it was the day or maybe it was the weather but I always felt especially lost around this time.

Love

It's Prominent, one of the most important things a human being can have it's what keeps the world in motion it's what keeps life being breath into this world and I just- couldn't by like the

others but it was fine because I work and I have my whole life ahead of me so the past could have power over me. I couldn't be broken

But even still

The rain-

The thing that we use to run around and play in. Not caring if we smelled like wet dog or if we would get sick the next day. All that mattered in those moments was each other.

We didn't care how the water cling to our skin or how silly we liked to others as long as he was smiling none of it mattered. Cause he was mine and I was his and we were young and in love.

Maybe that's what the couple caught my eye and all I could do was watch as the rain fell and they suddenly become all I could see

the couple walking by smiling happily. They were wearing matching tees and jeans. The way the looked into each others eyes. They we're so in love as smiled so goofily. It..reminded me of him... The guy I had given everything to. He had given me the best of him but that was ….never enough. I had been a fool and let the curtain on us shut. Tears filling my eyes as I thought about all are past conversations and all the promises we had lost or broken. I began to walk over to the crosswalk.

As the rain-drenched me I stood there staring up into the rain. Feeling the coldness. I wonders if this is what he felt. So broken and alone.I breathe in the sent of the rain and remembered. His face in the sun. I rememberes are last conversation, the last time he laughed. The last time we held hand together the warmth it held. I remember our first kiss and how breathless it left me. I was breathless and scrambled thorough my bag. Looking for my phone. I picked it up and called him need to hear something if nothing but his voicemail. I him I need his strength .

" hello" his voice instantly ignite a fire within me and warming up my body in ways nothing else could.

"Hello, ... Kitten?" his voice soft .

" I-" my voice cracking as I hesitated. I had hoped that we still connected enough for him to know without me saying it. He sighed softly on the phone. Tears falling down my cheek as I being to stutter out the words. When he spoke :

" I miss you too"

I choked down a tear

He missed me too.

But… I was so weak, I was weak now I couldn't even move on. The needing to hear him, his voice the only thing keeping me going.

" What ever it is it going to be okay " as he continued on giving me words of incurgemnt I got lost in his voice closing my eyes as it felt like he was here. Right next to me, I could see he soft yet enchanting smile. I could see his doe brown eyes cresting as he looked down at me. His hair wet from the rain yet still perfectly styled.

" I miss you " I whimpered my heart ached for release everyday.

" I know- " He chuckles "god I know and Im here, kitten you know I'm here for you" he spoke lovingly.

" yeah, and I know but -" I smiled at him my eyes never leaving his.

"But- what kitten?" He asked confused and I began to count down in my head.

10- 9- 8-

" I- I gotta go it time "I smiled

7-6-5

"I love you "

4-3

" I love you to kitten "

2-

"goodbye kitten " his voice reverberating in my ear as I opened my eyes and took a step forward

After the call everything may have seemed fine but the real heartbreak was on the

~ other side of the phone ~

" I'll see you soon "

*Click*

"Who was that ?" His wife asked curiously

And as much as he wanted to explain it all without hating himself and the situation he couldn't Awnser because how could He tell tell her that the Woman who's grief he indulge wasn't just Someone else . She was his past, and his future locked away and cast aside . She was the one that got away~. So instead he sighed

" … i- it was my My brothers girlfriend " He chuckles softly still facing the door unable to face the women he he had made his wife.

"Brother.. wait, Your twin?"she spoke confusedly. " But he passed away didn't he?" He sniffled in response.

"...Yeah..." he replied softly before turning Around his eyes on the verge of breaking into tears . His wife taking him in her arms as he felt his old wounds opening.