4 Chapter 4: "...you're like holding a rock..."

It was nearly midnight when the taxi driver finally brought me home. I could barely see straight as I stumbled into the house in the dark, and I somehow had managed to lock the door behind me. The floor started to look really inviting as staggered over to my couch and plopped down, kicking my heels off to the side, and face planting one of my pillows as I let out a muffled sob.

"Stupid, mother fucking, ass hole!" I yelled aloud to no one as I felt a rage fill me. I was suddenly back on my feet as I stomped off to my room. I practically ripped my dress of as I threw in the corner of my room. I was so pissed at the moment that I didn't even care how bad my tear streaked make-up looked or how drunk I was. I was a hot mess. I picked up the picture that I had of Seukin and I from my nightstand and threw it at the wall causing it to shatter. I started to cry again as I sat on my bed in nothing but my bra and underwear. My hair and face were a mess. I sobbed into my hands when I suddenly felt the bed dip down behind me and a pair of arms wrap around me from behind. I stiffened in shock as I lifted my head out of my hands. I looked down to see a pair of slim, toned, pale arms wrapped around me. It took me a minute but I figured out who it must be. Yoongi.

I twisted around to look at him to be met with pale skin and dark eyes and black hair greeting me. He was breathtaking. This pale skin was illuminated by my dimly let room. He was wearing a black tee and sweatpants yet still looked amazing.

"You're not a cat." I stated. He sat back away from me with a slight chuckle escaping his lips.

"Well I'm a hybrid so I can do that." he replied casually with a shrug. I furrowed my eyebrows at him in confusion. It was kind of hard for me to really process what he was saying as the alcohol was really affecting my brain function at this point.

"You're pretty." I giggled giddily as I reached out and lightly poked at his cheek. His grabbed my hand with his before I could touch his face.

"And you are wasted." he stated matter-of-factly. I pouted as he dropped my wrist and my hand fell back so the bed by my side..

"No, I'm not. I'm fine!" I tried to protest but he gave me a 'don't kid yourself' look causing me to go back into pouting.

"How about we get you some clothes." he said as he got off of the bed. I looked at him confused again before looking down at what I was wearing. I quickly tried to cover myself up with one of the blankets off of the bed which only caused him to chuckle again in amusement.

"You might want to wash your face. I know that sleeping with make up on does not have positive outcomes." he commented. I huffed before getting out of the bed, still clad only in my bra and underwear and began to walk out of my room towards the bathroom. As I walked past him I saw Yoongi's eyes scan over my body and I couldn't help but smirk. I don't know why because ordinarily I would be freaking out like I had been earlier because a guy had seen me in so little clothing, but at this point I didn't really care and I don't know if it was the break up or the alcohol that was causing it. Maybe it was both. I somehow managed to wash my face and take all my make up off before going back to my room only to get hit in the face with a hoodie and a pair of shorts. I narrowed my eyes at Yoongi who just gave me an blank look as if he had done nothing.

"Bastard" I muttered as I pulled the hoodie over my head and the short over my hips. I now took in the time to get a real good look at my hybrid's human form. I was a bit taller than me, the top of my head was at his eye level. He had dark brown/blackish hair that was cut so that it complimented his face. He had a very innocent looking face and looked to be younger than the twenty-five years his file said. He was also quite pale for a Korean man, at least amongst the ones that I had seen. He was definitely paler than Seukin had been.

"Are you going to stand there and stare at me all night?" Yoongi asked slightly annoyed, snapping me out of my daze.

"Hmm? Yeah, yeah." I mumbled as I yawned. I could feel my eyes becoming droopy and the sudden urge to pass out hit me like a train.

"I'm sleepy." I suddenly said as I crawled onto my bed. I could almost feel Yoongi rolling his eyes at me.

"You're going to be hungover as hell tomorrow." he muttered to himself more than anything. I heard him but I didn't really process what he was saying. He had been besides my bed, but as he turned to walk away I grabbed his wrist causing him to snap back around.

"Please don't leave me." I whispered with my eyes closed. I could feel the empty void of loneliness building back up in my stomach. I wanted anything other than to be left alone right now. I held on tightly to his hand as he didn't say anything for a moment. I finally dropped his hand as I felt a tear run down my cheek. I rolled over so that my back was facing the outside of the bed. I heard Yoongi walk over and shut the lights off. I let out a small sniff as I curled into a smaller ball as I tried to hug myself. I felt like I had a rock in my chest and my head was spinning from all of the alcohol.

Suddenly there was a nudge behind me. Yoongi nudged me with his knee again.

"If you want me to stay here, you need to move over." He stated quietly. I quickly scooted over to give him room. He laid down next to me on his back. I was careful to leave space between us and I laid rigidly a half a foot away from him lying on my own back now as I stared at the ceiling. Even though I had been dating Seukin for nearly two years I had never slept in the same bed as him...in fact now that I think about it we hardly ever had any skinship between the two of us. It was also different because I was used to cat-Yoongi sleeping in my bed, not human-Yoongi. I heard Yoongi let out an annoyed sigh next to me.

"Ah, fuck it." he muttered before rolling towards me. I suddenly felt myself being pulled towards him.

"What are you...?" I started.

"It's cold as fuck in this room." he muttered again as he scooted closer to me. I didn't know what to do. I tried to roll over so that my back was towards him only to have my back pulled flush against him. I could feel him shiver behind me as he held onto me. Then I remembered about reading in his file how he liked being warm...it was also one of the reasons why in his cat form I figured that he slept in my bed.

"Relax, you're like holding on to a rock." I heard him mumbled softly behind my head. I slowly let my body relax in his hold, letting my self lean back and not be as straight as a board.

"Better." he hummed before I felt him nuzzle his face into the back of my neck. I reached over and pulled one of the blankets over us causing him to pull me even closer as he let out a satisfied sigh at the warmth that I and the blanket were providing him. I felt my eyelids beginning to feel as if they weigh a ton. I finally gave up trying to keep them open and went to sleep.