1 ch.1 life is meaningless

My name is tom, i live in country A, Im 17 years old and in my 2nd year of highschool.

as far as remembered i always had the most unimpressive look and small stature.

i think its because of that that i was bulled a lot when i was younger but due to my hot temper i would often beat the ones who bully me and the very next day they will laugh about my appearance and that will be it.

that of course stopped when i almost choke one guy to death at middle school.

were the teachers in all that?

they we there to separate us but even when they punished me i didn't really care about it much.

after that its started a rumor that im a dangerous person and so most of normal brats would stay away of me and only the delinquents brats would try to get close to me.

i think its weird.

why would someone what to get close to a brat who can kill without hesitation.

i think that the time when i started to develop suspicion of humans as well as an antisocial personality disorder.

well enough about that.

right about now im on my way back from school.

the school that i choose is in ordinary one because its was the closest one to my home.

my home is a shabby house with two floors, in the first floor its a kitchen, bathroom + toilet, and living room.

and one the second floor 3 living rooms not very large.

i don't remember how big but lets say im 1.45 meter tall so each room is 4x3x2 me.

something like that.

i have a mom like ordinary brats and a lil' brother 10 years younger then me.

i don't know why but i feel no affection toward both of them so i wont say much a bout them.

right now i'm walking in the street looking at a brats-couple.

the male one is a delicate-looking shoulder-length blond haired which you can find surprisingly in a 1 out of 5 people if you really search for it.

the female one in a sharp-eyes decisive-looking girl with a heir that reach to her ankles, so much heir and its look fluffy too.

so jealous.

her heir color is a more rare in A country, a red colored heir.

you could say that see she's a rare beast.

the two of them are equally beautiful.

yes, BEAUTIFUL.

so much as i may mistake the male brat as a female.

well they should produce an fine offspring if i do say so myself.

and the the wonderful fluff-fluff should also have a chance to follow to their brat.

lets hope the fluff-sama will be the dominant one.

yes, the purpose of life is to produce brats educate them and when the brats are able the reproduce then we should all die to prevent resource shortage.

well i dont have a single friend let alone a girlfriend so i should just die as im i failure.

i didn't produced brats just yet and i probably would do IT in the near future = failure

simple math! (not really)

for me life is truly meaningless.

if there really a god out there please please kill me.

well its getting late already, i should stop stalking the couple and go home.

mmm?? ...something smell like a burned chocolate.

tf !?