6 Nothing and Time

I woke up at 6 am the next day but when I stood up, there wasn't any breakfast for me nor any fresh clothes. Was I too early? Normally not. I didn't really care about the clothes. I kept my clothes on for two or three times at home too. What I really worried about was the food. I was hungry but I could wait a little.

Maybe I really was too early and my breakfast will come soon. So I drank some water at the sink and waited till 8 am but still there was nothing. Bored I got my notepad on my lap and drew some food. Unfortunately that just made me more hungry and I tried to draw something else. I drew an interesting design with lines and red triangles. Then I sighed. I crawled back into bed and slept till 10 am.

Curious I rolled of my bed and got to the cell door but still no food in sight. I screamed that I was hungry and the names of Fall Out Boy but nothing happend. Nothing. Absolutly nothing. I was upset and pulled my legs up to my chest, put my head on my knees and hugged my legs with my arms. I sat there for an hour or something till I desided to just brush my teeth and skip breakfast. Maybe I will get something for lunch then. Hopefully.

At 11 am I got back to bed to give them a chance to bring me lunch so I'm not there to see them. Who ever does that, one day I will stay up and see them. As I woke up again it was already 2 pm and I got to the cell door but there was nothing there. Nothing. Again. Damn, I was so hungry.

I tried to destract myself with drawing but it didn't really help. I just was so hungry. I screamed for attention again but reached nothing. I was all alone. Trapped and alone. And so hungry. How did I got into this mess? Why did that happen to me? Why did they had to kidnapp me? My favorite band? And why me? Seriously, what is so special about me? It doesn't make any sence. What am I supposed to do here?

I kept thinking but it would only drive me crazy. I can't get any answers. Finally I got back to bed because time will go faster if I sleep but I was so hungry I couldn't sleep. I had stomach ache and was hopeless. After a while I finally fell asleep. I woke up at 6 pm and rolled off my bed nearly unable to move but I had to look if there was some dinner for me.

Unfortunately there wasn't and I just sat there and stared in the darkness between the metal rods. What if this was it? I will never get something to eat again. They wanted me to starve and die. But why trapp me in the first place? Get me some food first and stop then?

That really makes no sence. There has to be more to that. Something will happen. It's just not time yet. Maybe I'm not ready. My time will come.