12 Loosing my Sanity

Michael's POV

I still failed to comprehend whether everything that took place yesterday was real or not. On one hand it was possible that I passed out for the whole day and dreamed all that crazy Goblin nonsense, which could be a type of coping mechanism? I don't know. My brain must be making up all these things right? To justify what was happening around me with its own weird justifications. But then again the date and my GPS showed that indeed I went to ______ where… Cassadrei was it? She lived". Maybe I was still inside of a crazy dream?

A loud  yawning and tossing noise drew my attention to the other side of the room, indicating two things. First, Jacob woke up which, being the second fact, means it was after 1o'clock. Almost every weekend when he didn't have class, this was his most usual time to wake up. Then what about me? I still had class, and here I was lying down on my bed staring at the ceiling trying to comprehend everything that was wrong with my life. 

I took my phone and typed Goblin in the google search bar. No wonder the tiny clock appeared next to the suggestion labelled as goblin, because I searched it on my way back to the campus while getting my head around all this. Once again some foreign drama popped up so I shifted the search to Goblin Creatures. 

What I saw was indeed horrifying, not that it bothered me much, with having seen literally a lot worse in life. Their appearance completely contradicted with the ones Cassadrei and her so-called father had. The people I met yesterday not only seemed human, but they were quite attractive as well. These pictures on the internet however were completely different scenario. 

With their greenish faces and highly accentuated wrinkles they appeared unfriendly and grumpy. And then there were those large noses and ears which no amount of make-up would be able to disguise. It was a little hard to guess their heights, but judging from the magnified surroundings I would say they were at least half my size.

There was barely any resemblance between what I saw on the internet and what I saw yesterday. I still wanted to believe everything was a part of some elaborate prank, but then I failed to explain the accelerated healing process I witnessed on two occasions in the presence of Cassadrei. 

Unable to wrap my head around everything I pushed myself up from my bed. Brushing myself off I dressed up as fast as possible before I headed off to the library. I think I heard Jacob say something, but I was too immersed in my own thoughts to care. 

For the very first time in my time here I went to any other section that had nothing to do with science. Even the librarian was surprised to see me diverted somewhere else. In the historical section, I picked up a few books in mythologies and folklores to see if I can find any other variations of Goblins in them. I had no idea how long I was immersed in those books, but I was brought back to reality when I heard a growling sound from my stomach. Looking around I realized it was almost evening and that I ended up wasting my entire day on goblins. What the hell was I doing? I was literally on the verge of losing my sanity.

After having whatever was left in the cafeteria, I headed back to the dorm. Throughout my way I kept thinking about what I should do. Even if it were true, even if she was a Goblin and I was her "key", would I really go along with all this? To help her regain her powers. Her kindness to the wolf the other day touched my heart, but was it worth it to risk my life for supernatural nonsense? Could I really trust her? Would helping her access her powers would be the right choice after all?

After giving it a lot of thought I decided to maintain my distance for a little longer. I needed to be sure of everything before I delved into their madness. Maybe I can maintain my distance forever? Lost in my own thoughts I entered my room only to be engulfed in q giant hug. Feeling alarmed I pushed Jacob away and glared at him, "What the hell was that"? I snarled.

"Dude! Your roommate is in love. True love has finally blessed me with its presence in my life" Jacob mumbled in a dreamy voice.

"Great" I cringed at his whipped face, which despite seeing a numerous times I still couldn't get used to.

"Dude, she is the most incredible woman on earth! She is beautiful, funny, witty, charming...and most importantly she likes me back". Jacob kept mumbling. Again, I was used to hearing such words from Jacob. 

"Congratulations on your 50th true love" I remarked, sarcastically. 

"Hey, this time its real"! Jacob huffed. "Can you be a little more supportive. Anyways I have a lot to tell you about her. So she-" he began, but I cut him off.

"Whatever it is, why do I care? You're going out with her, good for you. You don't have to tell me about it"! I rolled my eyes.

He shook his head before replying to me enthusiastically, "of course I do! You're my roommate. And, of course, this time you are gonna help me ship my sail with her". He smiled at me like he was high or something. 

"Whaaa...at"? I mumbled, not sure if I was entirely digging the analogy. Pretty sure I was the last person who wanted to meddle with in someone else's relationship. 

"I got a date! This Sunday. We travel to the beach and make a day out of it"! He exclaimed. "Don't worry, your roommate, and most importantly your best friend in the whole world has everything planned" he boasted while pulling up is collar. 

I frowned at him before asking, "Why would I worry about any of that? That doesn't concern me". I mumbled.

"Of course it does! you're coming with me. Its a double date! Me and Linda, and you and her best friend Cassie". He announced. 

I froze in my spot while I stood wide eyed, "Are you seriously kidding me? You fixed me up ona date without even consulting me"? I barked at him.

"Relax dude. You barely date, it would be good for you trust me. And if everything goes well, I might just get laid". He winked. I think I tasted a little vomit in my mouth, thanks to his cringey behavior. 

"I am not going anywhere" I declared flatly. 

"Oh yes, you are" Jacob however retorted confidently. If I was being honest, as good as I was at avoiding any social activities, Jacob was good at dragging me into them. Thanks to him I have already attended parties which I can barely count, and if he is determined enough I will probably end up in this double date as well. I sighed i frustration as I collapsed on my bed. Why does this things keep happening to me!?