11 Chapter eleven

The next day you got into the training room early in the morning to meditate. You had taken almost all the curtains down, leaving just a weak light coming from outside. You sat in the middle of the room and started to let the force surround you and your senses. Suddently you heard her voice

"Y/N. Hi my dear. I've kept en eye on you the whole time and I'm glad you didn't get hurt. Tell me what's bothering you..."

"Leia... I knew you'd have found me. I miss you... so much. I didn't know you had a son, he's so intimidating...but I feel something."

"Y/n, I'm here to explain you that you feel for him. That need to protect him, that will to make him happy, that sense of being protected you feel when he's around you... darling that's love... you love him. And don't let him go away, you're the only one who can save him and make him happy. Please take care of him and love him..."

You were atonished, those words felt so absurd and yet so obvious.

Tears filled your eyes, you wiped the tears away and turned to Leia, but she was gone. You were sobbing and crying out all the need to have him by your side . Because that was it, you desperately needed him.

"I love Kylo Ren. I need him ... but he thinks I hate him..."