6 Suprises

Damn the weekend moved pretty fast, well I'm glad it did because I was getting depressed of having to stay in my room the whole day crying over shit.

I honestly didn't expect him to apologise, I just thought he was gon tease me especially after that queen B scene. So him apologising just triggered everything I thought I buried deep within me, everything I wanted to forget but how do you forget about someone who gave you so much to remember?..

Here I am on a monday sitting at the bleachers during lunch, who tf does that?! I don't have a choice since I'm avoiding a certain someone actaully certain people. I don't want the schools queen B being on my case again. So I'm eating lunch listening to some music, see music has to be the one and only thing thats been there for me, hell it even fought battles for me.

I'm suprised when I see figure sitting down next to me and its a guy, please don't let it be who I'm running from I don't to tear up again. "I see its been a while Eve", nigga has a smooth voice so I turn my head to see who it is only to find one of my nightmares Drew...,but what does he want or have they planned out to humiliate today. Quirking my left eyebrow and watching him I just keep quiet. "I guess today its the silent treatment.." he chuckles. Ever since that day I never saw him and Jeff, maybe they were still getting over the shock of me being back.

"Can I help you?" I figured I should just answer him so I can continue enjoying my peace. I guess me saying something brought some relief to him "No no I just thought I could come and say hi and that...." he hesitates a bit "and what?" I press. "That I'm sorry no fuck that we sorry" he says. "You and who excatly?" he flinches, I didn't mean to come off rude but I can't help it. I hate the fact that they don't say what they sorry, this is what I was avoiding I don't want to hear their meaningless apologies just because I left because of them but mostly Nick. Drew and Jeff never bothered me that much, sometimes they would disagree with Nick on some pranks but Nick never listened to them not that he ever listens.

"Nick, Jeff and Me we sorry" he gulps "What are you sorry for excatly, you sorry that you let Nick left me hanging up tree or you sorry that you guys pushed me in the schools pool and I almost drowned or maybe you sorry that you guys shoved me in the schools janitor all alone, do you know how freaked out I was?, now you have the audacity to come and say you're sorry after all that pain but pains more trouble than love is worth, yes it feels good but you gotta know it freaking hurts" I didn't even realise tears were rolling down as I rant, looking at him I see his eyes are filled with remorse but I don't want that now not when I worked so hard to get over this. "So just please stay away from me, I don't want to hear anymore meaningless apologies the past is in the past, you did what you did and I felt how I felt thats how it is, theres no going back." I finish off already collecting my things preparing to head to class. Thanks to him I didn't get to listen my playlist, wiping off my teary eyes I look at him to see him looking at me but his mind is else where so I just go around him.

Figuring I won't be able to finish school I just decide to head home and on my way I call mom also get some coffee, well coffee calms me which my mom finds weird but it sort of gives me this warm feeling that everything is going to okay. Also another reason why I love it, its because caffeine just makes me sleepy. Ending the call with mom and entering my house I just know I need my bed, so with that on my mind I head straight to my bed and I immediatly dozed off.

Jumping out of bed because I hear loud knocking no actually thats banging, who tf wants to breakdown my door? Still grumpy because I was disturbed during my nap, whoever this is must be in a hurry. Getting at the door I first just look at it hoping this person must just stop but noo it just gets worse, swinging the door back I'm fazed by who I see not once in my life have I ever thought he'd come to my house.