16 I missed you

Eve

We arrive at this party and we were welcomed by the host and it's definetely someone I have no idea who is. I'm not even sure I've seen him around school and Lisa did say something about the host being a college student that went to Lovedale High.

As I was just going around admiring the surroundings and the design of the house through horny drunk teenagers I came across a group playing, I saw some familiar faces and decided to just watch maybe I'll get to be entertained. Lisa disappeared a while ago, she's probably making out with Jeff right now. I don't even know why I came here, I just feel so out of place, like seriously I prefer staying in tonight and catch something on netflix or maybe just read. Those are the things that have kept me going literally my whole life, I'm not used to this hence I'm not even willing to interact with no-one.

I just sit and continue watching, I don't even know whats being played but I can tell it's something that's fun. "Strange to find you here sweetcheecks", I immediatly tense as I feel the hot breath of this anonymous gent. It smells so toxic, I think his drank every substance in this party. "Wanna dance?" His crazy if he thinks I'll go with him, now how do I get this dude to get away from me....

"Look I've got to go home, we'll dance some other day." I let out the first thing that reaches my mind which was pretty stupid. He starts pulling me closer to him I freak out and just turn around pushing him away from me, damn these dudes are gross.

What I didn't realise was that, when I pushed him. He fell on someone or people I'm not sure but by hearing the screech that was let by the schools queen B. "Are you out of your mind?!" She shouted at the poor dude, I'm pretty sure the dude doesn't even know where he is right now. "You fuckin disturbed us" she stated, now that she has said it my eyes travel behind her only to find Nick on the couch but not in a good state.

I immediatly feel lump in my trought, didn't he just confess today?...I go for a few hours thinking about him and he gives no fucks. I continue staring at him not wanting to believe what I heard from queen B that they were being disturbed. It's like he felt my gaze on him and lifted his eyes up and he gave me a heartwarming smile which unfortunately I didn't give one back. He looked confused for a minute but once he sees queen B, he immediatly jumps up and strides towards me.

"Sweetheart I missed you", he mutters engulfing me in warm hug placing his head at the crook of my kneck. I had to even maintain balance to support his weight on me. Why did Lisa bring me hear again? Actually why did I even agree to this?... "I'm sorry I lashed out on you today", I couldn't help but feel butterflies filling up my stomach. His being so cute right now but his still not off the hook from seeing him with queen B he has to explain but for now I must enjoy being with the drunk Nick.

"Princess you not answering me..." he looks up at me with furrowed eyebrows. I didn't expect this behaviour from him, I can't help but laugh at his confused self. I should probably just get him some water, with that in mind I start pulling him towards the kitchen and get him some water. He downs the cup and continues to look at me, I just pull him outside wanting to get out of the crazy atmosphere.

The night is still young here, I just pull Nick and find a spot to sit on. He sits and places his head on my thighs, "I'm so glad you here princess" he murmers. I brush his hair admiring his beauty, his got such a sharp defined jaw. I think my feelings for him are cleared now, I was in denial at first...

I'm just scared right now...I don't think I'll be able to pursue something with him, I'm not what his looking for.