37 Long time Cumming (R-18)
The days passed quickly in a haze. Losing my self in the moment. Losing my self in her. I was not drowning in her but I was certainly not thinking. It was not like anything I had ever experienced. That should have been fairly obvious. It was not destroying me but it was a distracting thing.
The heavy chains of my own emotions felt so unreal. guilt, self-doubt, fear, wrath, the things that used to define me faded away. With every kiss, I felt those chains loosen. With every touch, I felt the shackles dissipate. I was happy with this outcome. How could I not be?
I was acting off of my emotions again. I was not sure if that would be a good thing but I had to. I refused to run again. So I had to deal with loving this girl. It was not that ugly selfish love that I previously had. The world did not seem to slow on the whims of her heart. Her presence did not burn brightly attracting me like a moth. She was not all my hopes and dreams.
She was a girl I cared for. A girl that I wanted the best for. A girl that I wished would smile more. A girl that I hoped would see brighter days. A girl who desperately wanted the fragile me. She was a person that I saw fully and accepted. Not a dream or an ideal.
So I did not care if her presence could not burn me to ashes. The slowing of time was irrelevant as I wanted every second to be spent in her presence. She may not have my desperate obsessive love but I still held her dear.
She had been so open to me. Showing every last part of her that I would want to know. So I could only return the favor. I told her more about me. How I was such a mess that had no idea what he was doing. That I feared the affection she was showing me was going to wind up hurting. That she was the only person I really trusted right now. I told her that Lily shattered me.
I had to. I would not run from this. I could not. She deserved to know what she was stepping into. When I told her what Lily did I expected many things. The sheer glee in her eyes was not one of them. The hungry kiss that followed was also not it either. She did not approve of what Lily did. The sheer amount of innovative methods she spoke of to destroy Lily could tell me that. She was so happy because Lily was no longer an issue.
She confessed that she had fallen for me. That every second spent near me was something magical. That her heart felt like it would burst at the thought of me going back to Lily's side. That she had been holding herself back for so long because she feared she would be rejected. That someone like her would never be the object of someone's desire.
That searing kiss I gave her should have dispelled any such thoughts. I wanted her just as much as she wanted me.
Beyond her own doubts, her feelings about her brother were also brought to the surface. She cared for him as he was the only thing she ever had. She feared that the affection he showed her was a hollow thing. That the only reason he loved her was because he had to. So to have me show up in her life was like a light in a dark room. She did not have to second guess my affections because she knew it was real. That I was not here because she trapped me in chains. No, I was here because I cared for the girl named Ashley Graves.
I was not sure if this love would be good for either of us. I was not sure if I could provide a love that was worth it. I could not figure out if her latching onto me was any better then her previous thoughts. She was still that shattered girl but she did not have to doubt my affection. Her insecurities should recover slowly with that. I was just afraid that all of this would end up with something tragic.
I ignored thoughts like that for the most part. It was hard to think about stuff like that with her lips on mine. Or as I explored every inch of her body. Ashley may be fairly innocent in showcasing her love. It did not mean she did not desire me. She would spend hours devouring me and me doing the same to her. Our days have been filled with exploring each other. We still grinded and searched for loot but the majority of our time was spent differently.
(Smut, Lemon, What ever you want to call it.)
Right now I had the girl pinned to our bed. I held her hands above her as I stared down hungrily at her. She looked back up at me with eyes filled with lust. The sweat that glistened on her body really sold this image.
"Well, what are you waiting for." She spoke up teasingly. I molested that smug mouth with my own. Let's see her talk with out any breath.
After a fair amount of time, I started to travel my kisses down her body. Spending a long amount of time on her neck. The feel of my teeth brushing against her skin sent a shudder through her.
She was not exactly afraid of something like that. It was something that I learned drove her crazy.
Her shuddering body and panted breath could tell me that.
"I think you know what I want to hear." I whispered in her ears. Going back to teasing her body with kisses. She was still clothed so we had plenty of time.
She was rather resilient to my nibbles and molestation. Still, that just made the game even sweeter. She looked up at me panting with clouded eyes. She wanted to be defiant but that was only because she was a brat. She wanted this just as much as I did.
"Fuck me up." She whispered lightly as I sucked on her nape. I only raised an unimpressed eyebrow.
"Fuck. Mess me up already! Make me squirt so hard I can't think!" She yelled defiantly but I just chuckled at it all. This defiance sounded like begging to me.
So I started to strip her. Her pale milky skin was just as intoxicating as ever. The small pink nubs on her breasts just as pinchable. I gave one a twist that had Ashley moaning.
She could do nothing as I had pinned her hands but something told me she did not want to do something.
Her pussy dripping all over our sheets was a fairly obvious sign. Still we had all day and I wanted to see how far I could push her.
So I sucked and nibbled all over her body. Twisting her nipples or pumping her cunt with my free hand. She would shudder and beg as I teased her for what must have felt like forever. I knew her well enough that when she reached her peak I would pull back.
She could bitch and moan all she wants but the longer this went on the more likely she would burst in a fascinating way.
The sight of her was arousing enough that I could do this all day.
Still, there was more fun to be had so I pumped her cunt quicker and quicker.
"Fuck, Fucck. Keep going you bastard! FUCKING YES!" She screamed out as her body twitched and spasmed. She may not have squirted till she lost the ability to think but we had time.
She lay there beneath me panting. The lust in her eyes was just as bright as always. So I let go of her hands.
She did not waste that opportunity. She grasped me into another kiss as she dragged me underneath her. She looked down triumphantly but that was just the way the game was played.
"You going to return that favor," I spoke out with a cocky grin on my face. Her eyes shined and she whined. She wanted to get to the main course but like I said we had time.
She had all the 'power' right now as she had me pinned. But let no one tell you Ashley Graves was ungrateful.
So she moved down and started to strip me. Once she got all of my clothes off my cock flung itself free and hit her face. I was raring to go for ages. If I was not the sight of my cock flopping on her face would have got me rock hard.
She was rather familiar with my cock at this point and she knew exactly what I found hot. So she let me bask in the sight for a moment.
Then she started to lick upwards on my shaft while maintaining eye contact. The feeling of her hot wet tongue on my shaft coupled with her eyes was intoxicating.
She then started to pump my cock and grinned cockly at me. The feeling of her soft hands on my dick was fantastic.
"This is what you wanted right?" She spoke right into my dick as she pumped it. The feeling of her hot breath started to have me shuddering.
Stroke after stroke. Given enough time she would have me bursting but that would in no way return the orgasm I gave her.
So she slowed her pumping and started teasing my tip with her tongue. Her tongue explored my head with her soft supple tongue while she pumped me slowly.
She looked up at me and started to suck on my cock. No longer pumping but her tight hot throat was more than worth the exchange. She was sucking on my cock while staring directly in my eyes.
Up and down she went. With each pass I was getting closer and closer to releasing. Time passed with only the sound of her sucking my cock filling the air.
She must have felt the throbbing of my cock as she pulled back and released my cock. It came out of her mouth with a soft plob and the saliva coating it connected to her open mouth.
The sight was driving me crazy but I am sure she knew that. Her eyes were just a little unfocused but it was only for a moment.
She pointed my cock at her face and started to pump my cock with her hand.
"Cum for me Prince. You know you want to. Coat my fucking face already." She spoke out as she started to pump my cock crazily. She stuck out her tongue and looked at me with those bright pink eyes. The sight and the stimuli were enough that I finally blew my load.
My cock twitched and released a stream of cum. I landed on her face coating her mouth and chin. Her tongue was coated as well. The next shot coated her forehead and she flinched as it got far too close to her eye. The last shot was horribly off base and shot into her hair.
She was a mess with my gooey cum splattering her face. The sight was driving me crazy. I was already ready for the main course.
So I moved to pick her up and slam her onto the bed. My cock hovered over her cunt as she looked up at me.
She was smiling brightly as she wanted this just as much as I did. I used my cock to tease this tight hole and watched her shudder again.
"Do it already." She whined up at me and I was more than willing to do so. So I plunged my cock into her tight cunt. Why did I ever think this was a bad idea?
