8 Chapter 8 - Suicide Attempt

"MOVE OUT!" Erwin Announced.

Eren walked over to me and He was suprisingly nice.

"Hey Y/n... I just wanted to say.. I'm sorry about your mom... I didn't mean to kill her I was just pissed..." He said.

"I-it's fine.. I'd rather not talk about it.." I said.

"O-okay..." He said, Trying to get me to make Eye contact.

I really hate Eren for what he did to my Mom, But he has treated me like his sister... So I can't stay mad at him...

I no longer want Revenge.. I want to be a normal person just fighting for Humanity, And that's what I'm going to do.

3 Weeks after the Expedition.

I was in my dorm writing a letter to Riener..

It said,

"Hey Riener...

I just wanted to say a few things before I leave..

I forgive Eren for what he did to Our Mom.. I know you probably don't but I don't really care. I Forgive him...

But I don't forgive you... Eren Apologised for what he did and he Genuinely means it. If you just looked in his eyes when he told you what he did... You could tell he felt so beat up inside about it.

I'm sorry that I have to do this Riener but just remember that I love you all so much... I want you to do something for me, Tell everybody I love them... Please?..

One more thing, Get Annie and Bertholdt to date for god sake.

Goodbye Riener and whoever else may be reading this... I love you...

Love from,

Y/n x

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I wanted to take my life...

REINER'S MIND

I went looking for Y/n as I hadn't seen her all day and wanted to apologise for what I had done in the Hospital.

I walked into her room to see a note on the table but no Y/n... I was confused.

"Y/n?" I called out, as I picked up the letter.

Annie and Bertholdt Followed me into Y/n's room.

I opened the letter and felt a tear fall down my face as I read it...

"Shit.. we need to find her... NOW!" I screamed.

"WHAT IS IT FIRST!?" Bertholdt yelled.

"SHE'S TRYING TO KILL HERSELF!" I Exclaimed as I took the letter with me for Proof.

"No.. It can't be..." Annie said.

My first idea to look was by Hange's test subjects. I warned Hange, Eren, Armin, Commander Erwin and Captain Levi. They all followed me to the test subjects to find Y/n talking to the Titans.

"Please... I promise.. It's going to be alright..." Y/n said, Walking closer to the Titan.

I ran from behind her and grabbed her, Pinning her to the floor.

Eren Held One arm, Bertholdt held the other, Armin Held One leg, and I held the other leg.

I looked over at Levi and Hange... They were shocked that she was trying to feed herself to the Titans.

"I should've seen this coming.." She said, Not being able to move.

"Do it, Riener..." Levi said.

"I'm sorry, Y/n. but you're not going just yet..." I said as i punched her hard enough to knock her out.

I immediately felt horrible...