Day 2

October, 14, 2017

My friend awhile back told me "Maybe life isn't for everyone" maybe he's right. No one would miss me....no one even wants me. My parents only keep me because they don't want to have another kid. I rather be dead, cause then I'd be safe and away from everyone and everything. As a human I bleed just like everyone else, but unlike everyone else I can paint with silver and it'll turn red. Another one of my friends said "drown your demons and maybe you'll feel better". How the fuck can I do if they know how to swim!? Everyone says "it's just a phase". No. A fucking phase is being emo. A fucking phase is liking something for awhile. Depression is a god damn mental illness that can lead people to suicidal thoughts or actions. What I have isn't a fucking phase! I have a problem, and people won't take it seriously! No one will care about me till I'm dead...so maybe I should just be dead -Why am I Alive?