1 Prologue

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''You're jumping or not?'' His whole face was grinning he knew how afraid i was and he still said it? Well he's hurt me so many times before it's not a surprise anymore. This isn't even in comparison to what HE'S done. But i wanted it?

The Wind was filling every part of me breathing on my hands,Breathing on my Arms, Breathing on my entire body. There's an familiar feeling of standing on top of the world in this shit hole building no wonder they abandoned it. People used to drink their problems away here and smells of smoke still filled every single room. But it was still the tallest building in our town Teenagers come here to run away just like the adults from their problems.

''I'm..D.....I'm Doi...I'm Doing it'' every part of my being was tremling, Nothing could be helped i've already said it and every cell of my body knew it. I can't back down now Nobody will miss me i've never had anyone in my life anyway everyone was just dolls playing friendly people but when they knew my secret i just become ANOTHER. Mother never cared after all isn't that why she left all of her debt to my sister and I and ran away? My sister couldn't take it so she killed herself why should i take it..... it's not fair nothing is FAIR....

''If your not going to do it, I'm going you are wasting my time'' I'm sorry dad i wished that i could be normal but nothing is normal nothing is fucking normal. One step is all it takes one step. Goodbye to this fucking world Goodbye to this Fucking World Goodbye to this fucki....

''BANG''