8 Chapter 8

Finally, I am done with my first year of college. At the moment I am staying with my parents until I can find an apartment near the college campus. I have been cutting my wrists and hands. I have been doing this because I can't still believe that William and I are over. It is a bit awkward at my work because he is there too. So, I do my best to avoid him. Only if we were still together, I miss it so much. Since then, my parents have been pushing me for no reason. Once I get home from work, they throw me to the ground, beating me up. I have learned to hide all of my bruises and scars with makeup since I don't use any. I try to stay at work as much as I can or with a friend so I don't get abused as much. Every time I think about it I just space out, if it lasts long I would start shaking. I work as an account, and Williams desk is in front of mine. So he would see me space out, but gladly my friend Vanessa would catch me spacing out before William.