9 08

couldn't focus in class with Jasmin sitting in front of me with that new boy, I get I messed up but damn! He is way to close to her for my liking. All through class he would touch her braids or run his filthy hand on her thigh. I have to make things right and fast.

After class I waited for her out side of the class room.  As they walked out I grabbed her hand lightly, " Hey Jasmine can we talk please I don't want to lose you I'm sorry I should have told you sooner, I was just scared of loosing you.. Can we start over no more lies no more bets? " I asked her with pleading eyes.  While I waited for a answer she started to squint her eyes and her beautiful full lips where balled up.  But instead of talking, Jasmine's eyes started to get really glossy then the new kid grabbed her hand "Is everything okay? " he asked looking down on me because I'm a little shorter than him, but that doesn't mean I won't fight him to get what I want.  "Everything is fine Vernon, look Yang I accept your apology but I really need my space right now I'll come to you when I'm ready and if you change your mind by then that's fine." With that they where gone.

I will give her what she wants I will give her space... She said nothing about me getting to know this Vernon guy, I need to find out what he is to her. While I was deep in thought Dan came up to me. "Hey what's up man, I haven't really seen you in a while." He said as he pulled me into our bro handshake. "Yeah I have been a little busy lately. Me and Jasmine are having problems but I'm just going to giver her some space. " I said running my hand through my hair, I need a hair cut soon.  "Well you remember our bet right if it didn't work out with you and Jas you get to go out with my girl. " He said looking really happy, I wonder if he had something to do with is. Since I don't know for sure I will just keep my thoughts to myself. "Yeah I remember that bullshit, bro if your not happy with her why don't you just Ooh I don't know...  Break up with her?? " I said while looking at him like he was crazy wich he is, I mean if I was with someone who didn't make me happy I would leave them and no I'm not talking about sexually.  "I hate fighting with the crazy bitch hell every time I tell her I'm not happy or I don't have feelings for her anymore she goes crazy, and some how we end up in the bed and I'm sucked back in..  She is like a black hole man. "He said with a light chuckle.. "Well I'll talk to you later I have to get to class." I said as I walked passed him. "Yeah I'll text you the details." Dan said as he looked at his watch.

When I got home I did my home work and took a shower I wasn't hungry so I just went to bed, Tomorrow's goal is to try and get close to Vernon. Hmm I feel like its going to be a challenge.

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