1 mistake?

Mathew

-jax's bedroom-

I dont really remember how i got myself into this situation or how all of this started for a matter of fact. But at this point my mouth was softly touching his, he slips his tongue in. But for some reason I dont hesitate and go along with it, letting him explore till his heart desires. I pull his hips towards me and he slowly wraps his legs around me, giving me the perfect entrance and at the same time places his hands on each side of my face making our kiss way more passionate and intense. i could feel that he was getting hard, even though we were just kissing. No way was I going to let him escape me now. I become more rough as i pin his hands above his head with one arm and with the other slipping it up his shirt making him release sweet, tender moans. Making me the aroused one. I bet he could feel it and I have no regrets. We break free from the kiss. He's now gasping for air and im just staring at him, wondering how can I destroy his innocence next.

And then something hits me... has he done this before? I mean he doesn't look gay to me and I've never known him to be with a guy. No gossip, nothing ...well now that I think about it I guess I just never noticed how feminine his body is. And Fuck! Am i turned on I am right now. And for a guy? Deep in thought we make brief eye contact and I let go. He's now free from my grasp as I sit up not even looking at him.

"Sorry...i don't know what came across me", after that he just stood up and ran into the bathroom, locking himself in... Is he upset? Or did he want this!? The fuck am I doing honestly...i stand up and rush towards the locked door begging him to let me in and explain.