5 Chapter 5

Narrates Axel

Her gaze made me fall in love with her smile that was so seldom real, but her personality made me fall in love with her, she was everything I wanted in my life, but I knew that there were also many things destroyed and that although I wanted to fix her world, I couldn't do it because there was no a world to look at her asleep in my arms to see how her tears fell from her eyes and not being able to do anything it hurt like hell but it hurt more that her blue sky was gray to see in her beautiful eyes a sadness a pain and to know that I could not do anything I really liked sandra, but I couldn't bear her mysteries and I didn't know how long I would endure to see her cry and not know why

I got out of bed I saw her distraught and I knew that it would hurt to leave but I had to put away some things and I left my house I left a letter on the night table.

Letter to Sandra

Beautiful Sandra I am sorry I am no longer there to see your face just raised but you know what I regret the most not being able to comfort your crying and leave you with a broken heart, ours was beautiful, your lips were my drug and I know that many times we tried to say goodbye and a goodbye It will be easy and I know that I am running away like a coward but I cannot see you suffer and do nothing for you.

with love Axel

Hello Asthon

Hello Axel, are you leaving?

If Asthon takes care of her, I ask you since I will not be there to do it

You know, you're running away, you abandon her, I'll take care of her, but you hurt her once more.

I'm sorry

and without further ado I left behind a life, a past and a great love that was everything while it lasted I loved her like no one else but for that and more I left because when she found out who I was, she would not love me, she would not forgive me and I could not live like this.

Sandra narrates

I woke up scared I had another nightmare next to me Axel was not where he will be on the night table there was a note I took it in my hands and I started reading it can't not be it has to be a joke if sure that who I want to fool left me I left again I have that feeling of abandonment again I was in heaven and now I return to the pain damn I am frustrated annoyed I dressed in my clothes from last night and I left that place I would never return I walked aimlessly for hours I did not want to go to my "house" so I went into a bar to drown myself in alcohol and that was what I did, I took a dance, I did a thousand stupid things until I erased everything from my mind, not a single memory remained. I heard voices but I fainted I didn't know more.

"I gave you my soul hoping for yours but I only received mine broken."

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