11 Chapter 11

Sandra narrates

I did not want to leave here I did not want to meet my reality but I have to take a shower I put on a sports outfit that Dereck gave me I left that room to remember the beautiful moments that I ever spent with him was my great love a person who She taught me to love the maid of service told me where she was between a beautiful study her walls were white there were some pictures and I seat my gaze traveled every space of the place until it landed on him was more handsome her hair perfectly combed back I sat down our gazes met.

Dereck I know we should talk but it costs me a lot all that you want to tell me because I think you have more things to say to me than I do to you, why did you leave because you left me with a broken heart? _ I said looking at him seriously

I didn't know what I was doing I liked you a lot Sandra but there are things you don't know about me I suffered a lot in my childhood I wanted to give you the best I loved you sincerely even though you were my first love I felt many things for you and you know which one It was my mistake to lie to you, but I can't be otherwise, you can't lock up a wolf for so long and then think that that wolf won't see the moon. I look at myself in a way that I can't explain.

The feeling that settled in my chest was inexplicable, although I tried to avoid many things, that was precisely what I could not avoid, I did not want to look him in the eyes because one look from him felt that it would destroy what I wanted to do, my life was not only sadness, it was love and it was that great love.

I really need to go, see you suffocate me, I can't handle so much, let me go, let me be free, let me forget you, don't be selfish, I want to go __ run my hand through my hair frustrated

Fuck you want to go go to your garbage life your life does not work because go away I was going to give you everything but I see that you prefer that your stepfather continue treating you like garbage and that he hits you well, long you _he said it so seriously that it hurt

I looked at him for the last time, promising revenge, I swear, my face will be seen again. I will get out of this, getting out of pain was not easy, but it had to start, but it would never end. I left that house, making it clear that it would no longer be the same.

"Even well-healed scars hurt again from time to time"

Anonymous.