2 The Sudden Heartbeat

after that day i never really got to see who that sweet guy was,trust me when i say i had butterflies flying around my belly i really mean it i was having a crush alert but with the voice of the owner??? ha ha i know it's funny and idk weird as well i suppose, i really fell into that sweet hole

The reason why I'm so into the whole idea of love is because i personally have never felt it except for my one sided crush heartbreaks,i really want to fall in love with someone but you know how there is a thin line between fantasy and reality also it has always struck to me whenever people say that looks etc... don't matter to a certain extent i know that these things do matter and that kind of makes me question things tbh,you know my entire life i have never been the confident type and i have always been insecure about my looks and how i look as a whole so that always brought me to the question "how can i love someone else when i can't even try loving myself"

anyways let me save these deep emo talks for later don't really wanna ruin my virtual mascara.....anyways moving on to my first university crush yup the owner of the sweet voice,days went by and i couldn't really make out who this voice belonged to i was 100% sure sure SURE!!! that he wasn't my classmate so it was pretty much confirmed that he is my senior.Anyways again days went by and i kind of let it go in a way like i mean what are the chances of me finding that 1 guy out of literally 10,000 folks so i gave up the idea of me encountering the owner.

SO freshers day was coming up,in short it's basically a welcoming party for the new folks AKA us but always has some sort of a twist to it where the seniors kind of annoy their juniors like u know ruining our day kind of thing yes i know cruel but it has been the uni's tradition to do so can't so no,so the day before the party few seniors had asked a few of us to help them out at arranging the chairs and stuff and we agreed to do so,as we were helping them set up things and stuff, i was getting pretty much worn out so i thought of taking a break also the air conditioners weren't working either and yes i was sweating heavily as well like sweating sweating!..and trust me it was a very hot day.

where was i btw..... oh yeah, so during my time out session i was literally spacing out and thinking abt things but was interrupted by a touch i could feel a tall shadow next to me so my eyes kinda diverted towards to this calm tall looking guy his looks were pretty normal to me,he had shabby clothes on, but he gave off this charming vibe that charmed me personally and that's when i heard it.......The HEARTBEAT,and damn did it pang faster than ever....