Chapter Ten ~ Daddy Issues

I felt warm and comfortable, too comfortable to my liking so I tried opening my eyes to see what I never would have guessed. I was in a room I didn't recognize and naked in a bed I've never been in with two other naked people on either side of me cuddled up close.

What is this? What is going on?

I sit up slowly since I feel my bottom sting so I reach under to touch it bringing my hand up to see a thick white substance. I stared at my white-coated fingers in shock until I felt two pairs of arms wrap around my waist pulling me from my thoughts.

I looked down to see Danny asleep hugging my waist and unconsciously kissing my hip where my S mark was. He stopped and rubbed his head on my bare skin making me shiver which made Ryan hug me closer.

With them rubbing themselves on me it was starting to rile up my heat again and I really didn't want a repeated mistake. I wiped my hand on the blanket then gently caressed Danny's head while moving him away from me and did the same to Ryan.

Once I was out of their hold I crawled off the bed pulling the thin sheet from the bed to cover my body and took a seat on a chair next to the large floor to ceiling window that showed an amazing view of the city.

The view would have captured my heart but at the moment all I can think about is how I made the boys have sex with me. I am the worst human being ever to have existed. How could I have done that to them?

Tears began to fall down my face as my memory of the last few hours came to light. I care about them so much, yes even Ryan who is a pain in the ass, I just don't understand what came over me. I wasn't like this when my father had his wicked way with me on my first heat so why did I behave the way I did?

I hugged my legs to my chest while I stared off to the city crying my eyes out of my biggest wrongdoing. "I'm sorry."

It's all your fault. I told you it was bad but you didn't listen."

Little me was sitting in the chair across from me staring out the window as well. "We are worse than scum. You forced them to touch our dirty body. Are you happy now that you were satisfied?"

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I repeated my sorries without knowing how loud I was actually talking until I heard shuffling to the side of me. I turned my head to see the boys carefully and slowly walking towards me with worried looks trying to reach out to me.

I would have reached out but standing behind the boys was the man who ruined me. Daddy was wearing his formal black and blue suit he wore every Saturday he went out to party only there was blood on it. The blood dripped from his face that smiled at me, down the brown eyes that stared only at me and finally there it was, the bullet hole that ended his life with blood gushing out.

"Are you satisfied now my Sky? Was my pleasure not enough to satisfy that slutty body of yours?" He took a few steps closer but still stayed behind the boys, "Did you miss my touch that much that you went seeking for my replacement?"

When they got close enough to almost touch me I scooted back on the armchair falling off the chair itself. I moved all the way back till my back touched the cool window but kept my eyes on my father, "D-don't touch me! Don't come any closer!"

(Jay)

I walked into the hotels' lobby looking at my phone to see what floor my boss is on with a bit of an irritation.

What is he thinking coming here when he should be studying or at least doing work instead of playing hooky. If he is playing hooky he could have at least told me or gone anywhere else except for a fucking hotel.

To think we would all end up like this made my head and heart hurt but all I can do is make sure everything can go smoothly only being where I am right now I knew something wrong will happen. 

I got on the elevator with the two bodyguards who were supposed to be watching him as we headed up to the top floor suite that is owned by the Powell group. I looked at my watch noticing it was close to lunchtime and soon Leah will be expecting her mother there.

The elevator finally arrived with a ding so I stepped out walking towards the door but rushed once I heard screaming. I ran at full force to the door knocking it down and saw two half-naked boys close to a crying Skylar who was sitting by the window with only a sheet to cover up.

I walked towards him past the boys ignoring whatever they were saying and got down on my knees by him. He didn't look at me until I rubbed his shoulder and once he noticed my presence he began to cry more. I opened my arms up to him and he immediately wrapped his arms around my neck and hid his face in my neck.

I picked him up bridal style making sure his body was completely covered by the sheet including his head in case of embarrassment. "Jay...." I hummed and rubbed his head in response. "I-I s-s-saw d-daddy....I was a bad boy...I-I'm sorry Jay. P-please d-don't be mad."

I sighed and began walking to the busted door past the hurt look boys and past the other guards who gathered his clothing. "I'm not mad.....just go to sleep....that man cannot hurt you anymore."

On the way out, he repeatedly said sorry despite my saying that it okay until he fell asleep in my arms. I had our driver Oliver drive us to the school so that I may take Leah out for me to take them home.

After I got down to get Leah she was surprised to see me but was still happy, "Jay! Were mommy?" She jumped and I caught her in my arms, "He is in the car, he wasn't feeling good so we are going home, is that okay?"

Her face had the look of worry, "I wanna see mommy." I nodded my head and began to walk to the car opening the back door where he was still sleeping. I buckled them up and told Oliver to drive his car back to the apartment then started to drive away.

Leah had his head on her lap while she rubbed his head and kissed his tears away.

I'll admit I was a bit skeptical about him being the new boss but if miss Leah loved him that much then I trust her judgment. She was always one for having a good judgment on people.

(Skylar)

I woke up feeling the warmth of a person snuggling up to me and their breath whispering I love you into my chest. I opened my eyes blinking away the blurriness first then I slowly turned my head to the side to see ducky fast asleep with her head on my chest.

I admired her pureness feeling her little chest puff up and down, hearing her breath pass her little pink lips, her tiny fingers curled up with my hair, her nose scrunch up whenever I made the littlest move. I love everything about her from the biggest of action to the smallest detail of her tiny toes.

I carefully laid her head on the pillow making sure she was kept covered up and quietly moved out of the bed. I stood up noticing I had my pajamas on but I don't remember coming home much less getting dressed, what was I doing before?

Taking a moment to recall today's events, it all clearly came to mind letting me remember every single second of this morning. Sadness, disgust, pain, and anger doesn't compare to the feeling I have right now and I wish it not on anyone, not even my worst enemy.

I slipped on my cat slippers and made my way to the living room where I found Jay typing away on his laptop most likely doing work.

When he heard me, he closed the computer putting it on the coffee table and turned to me motioning for me to come sit next to him. Hesitantly I did but made sure to sit on the far end scared of the lecture or beating I would be getting.

He sighed heavily closing his eyes for a moment then looked at me seriously, "How do you feel?" I was taken aback a bit at his calm tone but answered, "I feel fine."

Once I answered being okay that's when his face changed with a bit of anger, "Do I need to stress how bad your decision was to act as if your ass was your head? You may be my boss but you are still just a child so I will have to act as part of your guardian as well as Leo."

My chest began to sting a bit knowing his words were true, "I'm sorry I won't let it happen again I just forgot about my heat date from all that has been going on recently. I'll be sure to keep an eye out more for my heating periods."

He sighed again leaning his back more into the couch and patted his thigh for me. I slowly made my way towards him laying my head on his lap, "I will get after you when needed. I won't be as strict since these past few days have been hectic but what you just did with those boys will most likely lead to one outcome since I know you used no protection."

My eyes widen in realization of what he was telling me when a Sub takes in a Dom's seed during heat it is a 101% chance of pregnancy even more than usual. I sat up quickly putting a hand over my flat stomach, Danny might have not impregnated me but I know for sure I will be carrying Ryan's child.

"We will wait a few days before getting tested but for now until it is validated false we are to assume you are pregnant." I was about to say something but a gasp from behind us interrupted by ducky who had a hand over her mouth with a shocked happy face.

She ran around the couch over to me with her face to my stomach, "Mommy baby. Big sister!" I giggled as she began to shower my stomach with kisses and began to talk to it as if the child could hear her.

I caressed her head and rubbed my stomach where there could possibly be a baby in the making. A baby.....the thought was sinking in making me think of what could happen.

Would Ryan even want the child? Will he force me to give up my rights to the baby once they are born if they are a Dominant?

No, I won't let him. I'll protect my little family from all dangers even if it's from the people I care about including myself.

My mind was disturbed of thought by the different floral scents that suddenly blew my way when the air conditioner turned on. I picked up ducky in my arms and made my way towards the scent which led me to the kitchen that was filled with different bouquets of flowers.

One was a thick black vase with at least fifty roses of pink, red, orange and white and another was a clear small square vase with rocks at the bottom while the top was filled with more than thirty white roses and one single blue rose in the middle.

Another arrangement was a small clear vase with pink roses mingle with dove white calla lilies and pale green hydrangea, accented with velvety dusty miller. The next one had red roses, stargazer lilies, snapdragons, and magnolia leaves all arranged in a clear glass vase.

The last flower arrangement was multi-colored roses in a glass fishbowl filled with water. They were all so beautiful I couldn't take my eyes off of them so I walked to the first arrangement of fifty roses.

"Jay, why are all these flowers here?" I pressed my nose to a pink rose inhaling its calming scent. "They are for you but were sent to the office this morning since your address isn't known to anyone but me and Leo." I looked at him curiously, "Who sent them?"

He looked at me a bit irritated, "They were sent by Zachery Henderson." He handed me a red envelope that had the old school wax seal with the letter H on it. I opened the white card inside to see beautiful cursive writing.

My Sweet Angel,

You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Although we have not spent much time together I still catch myself smiling for no reason at all at the little moments we have. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, and the person I want to grow old with.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever. A life of love is one of continual growth, where the doors and windows of experience are always open to the wonder and magic that life offers. I feel so blessed after having you in my life. You are like a true angel, who came to earth solely for me.

I truly love you with all of me and I promise you that I will chase your heart even after you become mine.

With all my Love, Zachery Henderson

A single tear slid down from my face after reading the beautiful letter. I loved this man and he loved me and I so badly wanted to tell him but I am a dirty rotten person who cannot have love.

I am not worthy of such a deep love. I walked to the drawer taking out a ziplock bag and put the letter inside then got a box from under my bed with keepsake things putting it inside where it will be safe.

I grabbed a few roses from the black vase and headed to the little balcony outside, "Ducky come help mommy make it rain flowers." She came running over to me outside, "Here sweetie, take a petal off the flower then let the wind carry it out so that it rains flowers."

She happily started to pick at a pink rose while I had a red one and we made a floral rain. After twenty roses we stopped and began to fix the floral arrangements around the house.

"What will be your response to the letter Sky?" I looked at Jay for a moment trying to think of what my next move will be, "I don't know. Send a letter to him requesting for us to have a meeting at my office next week. By then my mind should be made up." He nodded and excused himself for the night while we also retired for the day.

Saturday came along quickly and right now I'm sitting at the doctor's office waiting for my urine and blood sample to come out. I just wanted the pee stick but Jay insisted we go to the doctors since ducky needed a checkup too.

Finally, my doctor came in with a clipboard full of paperwork, "Hello everyone I have the results here." Nervousness took over my body, "H-hello Dr. Phalange. Please tell me....am I pregnant?"

She smiled, "Indeed you are, would you like to see them?" I tilted my head at her in confusion, "Them?" She only smiled and prepared me for an ultrasound squirting the cold clear gel onto my stomach.

"Here they are sweetie. Those two small dots right there." I looked at the screen in awe. My children.....my small little beans were in my tummy growing. I kept staring at the screen at my little beans....my perfect tiny beans.

After a while of staring, I heard the door bang open and two boys were shoved inside the room. Danny and Ryan were angry but once they saw me and what was going on, on the screen next to me they immediately rushed to my side taking either of my hands into theirs.

Ryan spoke first, "Are...are they ours Sky?" I was about to answer but Danny spoke up angrily, "What makes you think they are automatically yours? They could be mine for all you know!"

"I know they are mine because I am a Dominant and Sky is a Submissive so my seed gets him pregnant more than yours can stupid idiot!"

"Yeah well guess what Ryan, I am a Dominant too so you can suck it because these babies are mine!"

His words made my eyes wide, "What?"

Danny looked to me apologetically to me and was about to say something and Ryan looked as pissed as one could get and looked like he was about to punch Danny but the doctor interrupted us.

"Before blood is shed for the damsel, I should tell you guys this. Daniel Gonzales and Ryan Powell you are.....pause for dramatic event......the father!"

We all looked at her bewildered by the results she gave us and in unison, we all said, "What?"