Chapter Eight ~ Not Again

That Saturday night I had apparently fainted due to stress but luckily Jay was able to catch me before I hit my head. Leo took us to my place where we spent the night, ducky and I slept together while Jay took the couch and Leo took the other room.

From what Leo told me, Jay simply told the boys that if they had questions that I would speak to them when the time was right but he did threaten Zach a bit.

Sunday, we spent the first half of the day discussing the groups future while in bed then for the other half we fixed up ducky's room and the rest of the apartment up so we could begin living there.

Monday came around and I woke up even earlier to get ducky ready since she was so excited to go to school. Apparently, she was being homeschooled but her mother did such a terrible job that affected Ducky's speech so hopefully, in these few months we can work on getting it to where it needs to be.

"Mommy I happy. Go school with me," she said as I buckled her into the car seat. "Yes darling we get to go to school together but I see you before and after school and during lunch so when I'm not here I want you to be a good girl."

"Good girl!" I laughed seeing how happy she was for something that looked simple. The car ride was full of singing and laughing until I parked the car in the student parking lot. While getting ducky out of the car people kept staring at me because I had one of those fancy new cars that weren't even out yet to the public.

I looked down at Ducky who was checking herself out from her reflection of the car. She was wearing a sweater dress with boots and leggings and a pink Michael Kors backpack. I wore all black skinny jeans, sweater and converse with a bag matching ducky's but in black.

"Hold my hand sweetie so that I don't lose you or would you rather I carried you," I asked as we walked towards the entrance doors. She looked down thinking about whether to walk but she gave in and picked her hands up for me. I picked her up as I walked to my locker to get my school books and she laid her head down on my shoulder examining the hallway.

I heard footsteps coming closer then ducky's head snapped up from my shoulder and she hugged my neck tighter. Turning around while rubbing her back, I saw both Ryan and Danny a couple of feet behind me staring at ducky in my arms.

"Come with us Sky," Ryan tells me while extending his hand out to me to take. I look at them then at ducky and with a sigh I reply, "Let me take my daughter to class first." They look at me hesitantly but Danny shakes his head yes so I close my locker and walk to ducky's classroom. When we got to the room I put her down, "Okay sweetie be a good girl for mommy and have a great day. I'll see you at lunch. I love you." "Ai luv u mommy," she said as we gave each other hugs and kisses before she walked in leaving me alone with the boys.

I turn around to them and they motion for me to follow them as we begin to walk outside behind the bleachers. They make sure I'm cornered so I couldn't get away and answer any questions they have but I think by now they know I can take them on.

"Okay Sky we want answers and don't even think about making excuses," Danny says holding my hand.

I pull away, "Since when were you two a we? And I'll answer whatever questions you want but first you have to answer my questions and I only want fast replies got it?"

They nod in agreement, "Why were you two at the annual party?"

"I'm in charge of the Latino groups around here and I'm soon to inherit it all while we attend college. My group isn't that big but it is still known since we have a bit of territory and own some places. I was at the party with my parents trying to get a better knowledge of other people I'll have to work within the future. I never told you because I didn't want you to be involved," Danny says looking down at the floor.

Well, that explains how he can afford to take me to expensive events. I turn to Ryan who answers, "I am the dominant soon to inherit the Powell group which you should have heard of since you are an assassin. I already own many buildings in the city and few territories around all of New York and I was at the party because I was representing my group since my parents were on a vacation. So tell us why you were there at the party when you should not have been involved at all."

I looked at the ground for a moment then proceeded to tell them what has happened from the day my mother died to today minus the part about Zach telling me to be his.

No tears were shed while I told my story but there was plenty of anger coming from the boys. They got so angry that they thought it was a good idea to fight the brick wall by us until their hands bled. I had no problem knocking them on their feet in order to stop before they broke their hands.

While I was busy pinning Danny to the floor I didn't see Ryan come at me so he was able to get me by the arm and pin me to the wall. "Why the fuck did you not tell us anything! What possessed you to think that couldn't tell me or dumbass over there. Why Sky?! I wasn't supposed to let anything happen to you so why.....why didn't you fight back?"

He hid his face in the crook of my neck and I felt the tears hit my skin. "I'm sorry," he whispered while holding me even closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck letting him cry, "It's not your fault at all. I'm to blame."

We slid down the wall and he had me straddle him as he finished his crying. Danny came kneeling behind me putting his head on my left shoulder while he tried to stop crying.

We stayed like that together for a couple of silent minutes never moving away.

Who knew one of the toughest guys in the school would be crying the way he is now.

After he was done, Ryan lifted his head and began to caress my cheek then my lips. "Why was Zachery Henderson kissing you," he asked.

"I um can't tell you. All I can say is that we are going to be business partners I think since I'm now one of the four." Ryan's brows furrowed, "Fine I won't ask but you have to do one thing for me." I hesitantly nod my head as he looks to Danny and Danny looks back at him as if they were talking with their eyes.

Ryan then cups my cheek making me turn my head towards him, "Don't fight me that's an order. I whimper knowing whatever he is going to do I can't fight him on it because of my submissive side.

He tilts his head leaning close enough for our lips to barely touch then he connects us with a soft kiss. His tongue begins to lick mine asking for entrance and I slowly part mine granting him access. The soft kiss becomes a hungry one as we begin to pant and a mixture of our fluids slides down my chin.

My face is then pulled away and my lips are taken over again but this time by Danny. Our kiss started hungrily and stayed that way as we frenched kiss as well. His tongue went as deep in my mouth as it could, exploring every part of me.

This went on for a good while of the guys hungrily kissing me switching back and forth. I would be lying if I said it wasn't getting me turned on and the few milliseconds I got to look at my surroundings I could see they were as well.

We couldn't stop it was if someone pushed the horny button on us. While I kissed Ryan, Danny would be kissing and sucking on my neck making me moan into the kiss. Ryan did the same when I kissed Danny but he would nibble on my ears and neck, he is a biter.

I think Ryan couldn't take anymore as he began to take my sweater off revealing my bare skin to the bare cold day. I moaned when he rubbed his thumbs over my pink buds then pinched them as Danny happily swallowed my moans.

Then I felt his wet tongue gently lick my erect nipples but harshly bite them right after making me gasp and grind my hips on him. He repeated this until he went back to attacking my mouth and Danny leaned down leaving little hickeys on my chest.

They took turns attacking my body making me a panting mess and every so often Ryan would thrust his hips into mine making me moan even louder. Everything was getting fuzzier and unclear to the point where I couldn't think anymore and just went along with what my body was doing.

This feeling was nostalgic but I was so preoccupied I couldn't put a finger on where or when I have felt this before.

Did I even want this?

"Why are you doing such things with them? You know we are too dirty to be with them or anyone. Don't taint them too."

It was little me again watching what was happening with me. "But it feels so good," I say with a whimper. He looks at me with anger, "So you want them to be bad because it feels good? Don't involve other people in our dirty world because they will only reject you."

"But I told them and they cried so they do care." He sits on the ground with his knees tucked into his chest, "They are only pitying you and just want to use you too."

I feel a tear escape my left eye and I'm brought back to reality barely noticing that the guys don't have their shirts on now. I touch their muscular bodies and my skin just shivers from the electric feeling traveling from them to me spreading through my whole body.

I don't want this but it feels so good and my body is just craving more and more of their touch. "Skylar, you feel so good. I can smell your arousal and it is just pulling me in," Ryan says in between licks.

Words can't seem to form and I can get out of me are moans and whimpers. "Sky please let me fuck you. You smell so good," Danny says as he slaps and gropes my ass, making me yelp and grind harder on Ryan's member.

"Fuck Sky! I really don't want dipshit to touch you but I can't think and I just want you so bad," Ryan tells me while biting my pink bud again. I only moan in response to Danny's mouth while my fingers get lost in both of their hairs.

Danny pulls me onto him so I am straddling him now as we wildly make out. When I don't feel Ryan touching me anymore I pull away from the kiss to see that he is staring at me.

"Sky, you're in heat, aren't you? You are affecting us and I don't think I'll be able to stop if we continue plus stupid over there looks like he doesn't want to." What? What is he saying? I don't know what to think, am I even thinking? All I know is that I'm craving their touch. More. I want more. Give me more....

I pull Ryan towards me placing a hungry sloppy kiss on him as I grind my hips on Danny making him grunt and thrust into me. Ryan swallows my moans, "MMmmm..make me cum!"

"Give me more.....please make me cum," I ordered them with tears falling down my cheeks from my member throbbing too much and because a part of me didn't want this.

Ryan immediately picks me up from Danny's lap and walks towards the parking lot and Danny follows us closely.

I see Ryan throw Danny his keys telling him to drive to a hotel somewhere I couldn't hear because I was busy trying to rub my legs together.

I remember being in the car and hearing Ryan getting in an elevator that must have been too slow for Danny.

Next thing I know I'm on a soft bed whimpering and squirming around gripping the sheets around me trying to find my release. I think I know where I felt this feeling before. Oh god.

I'm in heat.....not again.....