2 Invisible

Karabelle

Its been about five years im still in shock i haven't spoke a word at this point i don't think i can.

I walk through the halls like a ghost

unnoticed unless i bumped into some one or something. Im very clumsy so i fall a lot but they only notice when I fall when I bump into them then they stare at me like I'm crazy. At home im basically a ghost unless my dad gets mad then ... He hits me and....he screams.

Im like a ghost my teachers don't even notices me. Sometimes i wonder what having a friend is like. The only person i had ever trusted was my mother.But she is gone forever. Sometimes i feel its my fault.maybe if i said or did something she would be here.

Some times i feel as if i can just disappear and no one will noice. The school barely knows i exists.My father probably be mad for an hour and forget i was ever born.so why not just disappear, why not i definitely don't have a very good future ahead of me.

I walk down these halls of the school with my head down. Music blasted and hope the day will move quickly. It feels like every day repeats itself .

Wake up go to school do your home work.wake up go to school do your home work. Wake up go to school do your home work. But it never changes it always the same. Why am i here why me i have no potential what is the reason of being alive with no purpose?

I finally reach math class were i sat down at the back of the room.i usually don't listen since every thing is easy . i kinda hope may be a small chance i can go to college and get a better life maybe even talk but that's in a few years and i cant afford or even go because of my dad its just a silly dream for a silly person.

In the time that felt like for ever class ended.walking in the crowded hall every one was pushing one guy accidentally push me into the most popular girl in school lyla anderson .it was not like how i usually bump into people which is just a bump . i full blown fall on top of her i. Caught myself with my hands i was petrified . my face was burning i quickly got off of her.she ask "are you ok"? Every one was staring at me i. Scurried trying to get to my next class as i did i heard one of her friends say "don't worry don't take that much offence i never seen her talk once she is kinda weird".sadly lyla was in that same class. Its not that hard for me to be invisible but she kept staring at me which made my face burn people don't stare at me why is she staring at me . I am not going to lie I didn't mind that much she was really pretty she had naturally red hair. That was super curly and beautiful blue eyes not that im gay i think she is really pretty and cute .

Lyla

This girl i didn't even know her name according to my " friends" she does not talk.But i think might kinda think she is cute yeah i know i saw her once and she is probably not gay but maybe friends. I could not keep my eyes off her she had pretty wavy blonde hair and the greenest prettiest eyes i think i ever seen.

I remember when i came out to my parents they made me swear i wouldn't tell anyone one because they didn't want people to judge me. Don't get me wrong my mom is kinda supportive my dad just "didn't want me to get bullied".