43 Chill Sunday (1)

It was such a crazy day, thanks to my cousin who always finds a way to tease me. He eventually left after lunch and I made sure that he won't spill any of my embarassing moments. When the time comes that he will have his own lovelife I would make sure to make his life a living hell. I feel like I'm having this devilish grin right now. Can't imagine my upcoming revenge.

Tell her! These words echoed through my mind. Should I tell it now? But what happened earlier was amazing I don't want to ruin it. I don't want her to think that I lied about Kenji's dad. I don't know if being related to his dad is a good or a bad thing. It can be a good thing because we do look a like but also bad cause it will result to a lot of complications later on.

Sometimes its better not to know the truth but on the other hand being in the light is better then being on the dark. Oh Dear God help to get through this. I don't like the idea of her hating me but it's inevitable once the truth comes out. I don't like her being hurt. I just need to find the right timing.

"Reeve?!" Sachie shouted. I was startled then I looked at her.

"I was calling you several times and you aren't answering. You were spacing out. What's the matter?" Well the matter is that I can't fins myself to tell you the truth about Kenji's dad.

"Nothing" I mumbled. She leaned in closer and mouthed what. "I said it's nothing..." I pinched her nose so she would stop from snooping around. She glared at me while carressing her small cute nose.

I checked Kenji in my room and found that he was sleeping. Time flies fast. Soon he will start talking, walking, running and all. Will I still be by his side when the time comes? I want to be a part of his future, their future. I feel deep down inside that this happy reality I'm having will be cut short. Time is running. Which is the best path to take?

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He's so weird. Is he leaving or something? Is he tired of us? I was watching him from the door. He looks too bothered. I wanted to pry more but he's stopping me. I don't like forcing people though. Anyway when he's ready I know he will come to me anytime.

I left and went to my room. I felt so tired but at the same time I'm happy. I learned new things about him. I wish to know the person I like better before jumping into things. I can't blame them if they think we are together outside because that's how they see it but I don't care. I like to take things slow. I'm scared of rushing things and at the same time I don't want to ruin things. I know I'm kind of an advance thinker but I don't want us to be awkward when things won't workout. But on the other hand. I think giving things a try is better than having these what if's.

I closed my eyes and the next thing I knew my alarm was beeping. I fell asleep. I was having a weird dream. I don't know if it's bad or good. But Christie was there and she's trying to take Kenji away then Reeve was nowhere to be found and there's another guy with her. I'm alone. They are trying to take my baby away. All I see are those blue eyes his face isn't clear. Does it mean that Kenji's dad is nearby? I felt chills run down my spine and a tear was slowly streaming down my face. I wiped them out and breathed deeply. I have to get ready for work. I wish we had more days off. I kinda envy Reeve but he works at night and its difficult.

I slowly opened the door and smelled pancakes. He's making those fluffy pancakes again. Even his scrambled eggs are fluffy too. This guy should work as a chef cause he has the talent and skills for it.

"Good morning" I said as I started taking the plates from the drawer.

"Good morning" he replied without looking at me as he was flipping those pancakes. Then i remembered my dream. Reeve wasn't there. He was nowhere to be found. If one day he leaves I will miss moments like these when I will just look at his back while cooking.

If that dream is a warning or something then I know I shouldn't waste more time. Time is precious. I have to make a decision soon.

Very soon...