4 Chapter 3

Rey's POV

I land the X- wing onto the familiar ground of Ajan Kloss. There were many people celebrating the war being over. I take a shaky breath knowing I would have to tell them everything.

I reluctantly and slowly begin to get out of the X-wing. I begin to rush towards Finn and Poe. Tears begin filling my eyes again, threatening to spill. We hug together in celebration but it ends quickly as one of the generals calls for them into a meeting. I am left all alone again.

I look around observing the happiness in people's faces, knowing I would never be able to celebrate like them. I just Nader around trying to find chewy, knowing that he would understand me the most.

I finally find him in the millennium falcon gazing off into the distance. The ship hasn't changed a bit since I last saw it, well a few scratches here and there but nothing drastic.

' Arraaggghh' (what are you doing here Rey?) chewy says, breaking the silence.

"Looking for someone to talk to about ex ego lol" I reply. Chewy begins walking to me and hugs me, knowing that I wasn't myself. I begin telling him everything that has happened in the last two years.

20 mins later...

"Arrragggghh" ( I knew you loved him) he says in response. A tear leaves my eye and I finally let myself fall apart. Chewy quickly comforts me, my sobs filling the silence. My heart craving his affection and touch. My eyes begin feeling heavy and I fall asleep tears still in my eyes.

The next day...

I wake up in my bed recollecting the memories of what happened yesterday. I get up and walk to the refresher and look at myself in the mirror. My broken self staring back at me. I turn on the shower and strip my clothes that still have dried blood and tears on them from the fight. I get into the refresher and begin scrubbing my skin with soap thinking about the events from the fight. Why did Palpatine have to take him to from me? Why? Anger begins building up at these thoughts. My eyes being tearing up again. Unexpectedly I do something out of my character. All the anger from these years bottled inside. I let if free. With force, I punch the wall of the refresher, pain now flowing through my knuckles as I hear a crack. It feels amazing to let it free. I punch it again, hearing another crack. I yelp out in pain as I punch the wall for the third time. I gaze at my hand. There's a piece of bone sticking out from my knuckle. And blood streaming down.

What have I done??

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