1 already start or not?

"I don't want local university I want to study oversea I want Australia". That's always been my dream I really hate been stuck at here I don't want to have this experience I want something new something that not in my life before but.....there nothing I can do I not from rich family I'm poor I'm not pretty, have good body and fat and the most important I'm not smart..... almost everyday I'm crying why im becoming like this I don't want it. I never should follow my cussion university I should choose university near my house not in other state, I really hate choose that state, im cry because I did not follow advice from my family, my friends and now I'm been stuck and almost everyday like a hell at that university. I got bullied every second for every move I did for everything I did even I did not do anything there always someone who jugged me there .....I'm really need to get out from here I don't like it at all...

"why I need to married I'm still young and don't you ever think that I will be loser to this illnesse, I will find my own happiness even I ...., u know it, anyway I won't married" said he with angry to his family. without hesitate he slam the door and get out and goes to his favourite place. "I love you, what ever happened I won't let anyone take your place"

with who his was talking, what going on here? what to know...wait for the next chapter...,.... anyways anyone got any ideas please tell me I don't mind at all and thank you very much who that pay attention to my first book. thank you.