1 What's wrong with me?

Walking around in this crowded place suffocates me. I need to find my seat really fast. It's so embarrassing to walk around wearing this rabbit shirt and khaki pants by my father. I found my place "613". Thank goodness I can finally breathe.

"You sing too?" asked someone from the crowd of people beside me waiting for their turn. "Yes." I answered looking to that person. I gulped. He is a definition of an angel who came down from heaven. No words can really describe how beautiful his face is. And he looks so determined even though he's so nervous. And that's what I don't have upon entering this. I only bring myself and my piece to sing. That determination, how to have it?

"I'm Tae by the way, and you are?" it took me by surprise. I didn't know that he will continue to talk to me. "Jungkook"  What's wrong with you Jungkook? You should ask him also it's not like your in a Q&A portion.

"How are you feeling?" He didn't allow me to answer him as he follow this with his answer. "I feel so nervous but still I want this so I need to do good. I'm thinking of ways on how will I deliver this well?" I feel so envy about him. He has his reasons on why he's here. He has that look that no matter what happen I'll do well because this is what I want to do and no one can stop me and this made me sad and lonely.

"Don't look down on yourself. By looking at you I feel like you came here without a concrete reason. Maybe some of us came here for experience. Naybe some came because they pushed to go here. And the rest maybe came here because of this certain reason, it's their dream and they want to prove this. Try to think why you're here and I hope it will help you." I looked for the person who said this. He's tall enough to say he's an ordinary man who happened to be here. His height and his built is for those runway models. He's handsome, he looks cool and he's giving that aura of full of determination and... What is that? I'm sure about that but looking behind him is pain. Pain of what? Is he in pain? What's wrong with you?

"I'm fine and that's what I want to think." he said Did I voice it out? Did I say it aloud? How did he know what I'm thinking? "It's all written on your face." he laughed upon saying this. And it took me a minute to get what is he saying.

"Oh! I'm sorry." It's so embarrassing. What's wrong with me? Really. This man, I want to be his friend but I don't think I can do it. "Who are you? What I mean is your name?"

"I'm Namjoon and it's so nice to meet you." He can capture the universe with that smile. He has deep dimples which can brighten your day. He's definitely a good person. He really inspires me to be like him

"So, why are you here?" he asked like looking into my soul. And this question took my life for a moment.