I found a family

He looked at me with a lonely eyes "I understand where you're coming from. All of us had that part of our life where we want to give up. But after doing things I love, I think of this as an opportunity for me to prove myself. If I failed then maybe this audition is not for me. Upon seeking for another bunch of auditions I always say that this is my chance and I need to work for it. Giving up will be my last resort. It's not what I needed. I need a break to think and to rest and then continue to fight for what I love because this is my dream." He paused and he took a deep breath and continue with his litany "I also have the same thoughts with you before. I'm on the verge of giving up and then someone told me that I should breathe. I treated myself as a robot of doing this and this because this is my dream but I'm not able to assess where did I go wrong. I found friends during my audition and after that I didn't think that I failed because I found friends and it turned to be family."

Without Tae and Jin brother clapping hands, maybe I'm still in awe. I don't know how to react. I don't know what to say. My tongue got tied on its own. I'm lost for words. What he said is really a breather. It's like a door opening for me to realize things that I may not be understand on my own. He's really an inspiration. I want to be like him.

"You'll soon realized that you're worthy of this kife. Don't give up." Jimin said while wiping my face. 'Did I cry? It's so bothersome.

"Thank you. Maybe this is what I really need." I said. " No, no, no. This is what you need." After saying that he slapped my butt. He really is something. "You're still young and you should have a lot of courage inside your heart. Don't give up easily. You're talented we feel it so prove yourself." Jin continued.

"Woah. Jin hyung you are smart on that part. It is not like you. Are you sick? Are you hurt?" A smiling face beam out of nowhere. "Hi, I'm your hope. Your my hope. I'm J-Hope." He's a living angel and I'm sure of it. He's so handsome with that face of happiness.

"You got me there Hobi. He is not our Jin Hyung. He's somewhere lost. Bring back our Hyung." A super pale man said. He's so fair. He looks like a kitten. "I'm Suga." And he didn't talk after that.

"You know each other?" I asked

"Yes. We all meet in a lot of auditions. Do you want to be with us?" Tae answered me with his authentic smile.

"Can I? What I mean is, do I deserve to be with you guys?" I contemplating whether to continue or not. "I want to be with you guys." I stated.

"Of course you are welcome." Namjoon hyung said.

"Number 611, 612, 613, 614, 615, 616, 617, 618, 619, 620 come on the audition waiting booth now." The announcer said. It came in twice.

"Let's go buddy. Let's get it, okay?" J-Hope hyung said while popping. He's a living energizer. "Thank you for giving me a chance to live again." I said.