4 Her View

It was dark, it is frightening.

Is this really the right thing to do?

What's happening to me?

.... What is that thing I should do?

W-who...

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Trapped in a dark abyss where there is no way to run— I seek for the light, the light that will save me and bring peace and love to the world. This is the mission that was bestowed upon me eversince I existed. My whole life will be offered for the sake of the universe.

Having both tremendous power of Chaos and Order, both must be in equal— for balance is the only TRUTH.

My freedom over the world, it sent me to an unending dreams of happiness and anguish. It was the most horrible thing that could ever happen. Being not able to escape such dreadful dreams, it is worser than death itself. And being hallucinated by heaven-scent dreams, it is killing me. I can do nothing but to hold on and survive.

I was slowly drowning in sorrow when I see a ray of light. The light gives off some warmth— making me feel alive. I took a step closer to it and it is heartening. The light embosomed me to a place I've never been before, it was a town of dark witchcraft. It seems like I was living under someone elses body and its heart is nothing but total emptiness. I feel sorry for this person for being not able to feel happiness and to be loved.

The whole town was surrounded by stalls of fruits, vegetables, meats, weaponry, magic spells, artifacts, slaves and everything unpleasant to the eyes. In the corner of my eyes I saw a reflection, it was the body that I resided on.

He was so beautiful, my heart started to beat fastly in tepidity. His long black hair is everything I could have wished for and his perfectly shaped face— oh heavens, how beautiful this man can be?

But his heart, so lonely that it could kill the last hope left in him. I don't know but I want to see this man in person to hug him and make him feel the happiness that we all deserved to feel. I can't do anything to help him. I don't even know if this dream will cause me joy or anguish this time.

He travelled further and found a cave, he sat on a stone as I felt some strong auras lurking in the core of this cave. He followed the sound of clashing swords and saw a sight I wished I never saw.

Poor creatures, forcing to raise a sword for a worthless fight. If only I have freedom, I would gladly save them from this pain. I cannot stay longer in here for these sad souls are making me weep.

But new feeling of fire lit up in him, it was the man whom I resided in. He's pouring all of his salvation to this training, asking someday he would see the light of the day again. I was happy and sad to this outcome, happy that he somehow felt like he needed to protect something but sad because he will be facing a never ending agony.

Whatever I do, blood will continue to spill. Even if I can do something to change him, God knows you can't change a man's plan and his perpetual will. Now that I think about it, we are the same fruit in a different tree.

We just wanted to protect something, even if it will make us bleed.

I AM WILLING TO SACRIFICE MYSELF, FOR THIS WORLD I LOVED.