6 TELLING MY TRUE FEELINGS

"Hello jaison. Can we please meet up today? Yes sure, we can meet. So where can we meet? We can meet at the beach if you like or at the park, I think the park will be okay. Okay cool I will meet you there. I'm on my way know. Okay I'm also leaving the house know. Okay see you, bye!

***********'**********************************************************"hi Jaison how are you? I'm good and yourself? I'm okay thanks. I wanted to tell you something and I don't know how you are going to feel about it. But I have to tell you. Okay you can tell me anything you are my good friend, go on and talk to me, tell me. Okay thanks, I actually don't know how to start but I think I like you, I'm deeply in to you. What are you saying Mingalin? I mean I really love you not as a friend but as someone special to my heart, you have something special in my heart. From the first time I sow you I couldn't stop thinking about you.

"One day I cought myself smiling without a reason. Then I realized I realized I was thinking about you. Mingalin are you hearing yourself? Yes I know exactly what I'm saying. And that's how I feel about you Jaison. So do you feel the same way as I do? No Mingalin I only love you as a friend, not in that way. Okay then why when I was at my house and you were so far from me how many kilometers does it get to reach your house? But when I called you from my house you heard me calling out your name? Despite you being far from me. I know it is maybe we are close friends, listen we can only be friends nothing more. But I truly love you jaison, and I have no problem with you being different. I will always love you the way you are I promise.

No I can never make the same mistakes as I did before. What do you mean you can never make the same mistakes you did before? Well I was once in love so deeply.in love with someone who was different from me, she was a normal human being like you, I thought she was a good person but I was wrong, she cheated on me. When I found out she told me she can never be with someone like me and that I'm nothing compared to the men she was with and that I mean nothing to her. I was devastated I kept on remembering her and that she will come back to me. But she did not not come back. And that is when I told myself that I will never fall in love with a normal human being.

I'm so sorry Jaison I didn't know you went through that.it's okay and I'm sorry but but we can not be more than friends. You are my best friend let it stay that way. Jaison,! You should not be living with a biter life, you know not all girls are like your ex girlfriend. That includes me. Don't cry, when the sun leaves, your tears might make it hard for you to see the stars.

The pain you feel from a broken heart is merely the feeling of growth pain. This is something that needs to happen for your heart to become fully capable of loving when the right person comes along. You were never asking for too much, you were just asking the wrong person and you deserve more.

Rejection doesn't mean you are unlovable it just means that you put so much value. The truth of love and what you really deserve in this life.

She was the only one that I loved and I don't think I can ever love someone like the way I loved her. Yes you are right but I'm scared if I fall in love again and that Person will leave my life again. And I won't make the same mistake again. I won't let it happen again.

I understand but stop wasting your time thinking and dreaming about someone who never loved you the way you deserve to be loved. Don't be afraid to love again it might not have turned out the way you wanted the first time, but not two hearts are the same. Don't pin the mistakes people made against you in the past to people in your future.

So you are saying I should forget whatever happened in the past? Yes you should not all people are like her. The leaves will soon grow from the bareness of trees, and everything will be fine in the end.

It is only from overgrown, crashing waves that calms seas arise. Don't let the storm make you retreat from the water. The right love will come if not me then defiantly someone will come. Just brace for the storm and the see it through.

Even heartbreaks have their rainbows don't regret a love you shared with someone just becouse it wasn't returned, the way you wanted it to be.

There is some thi g beautiful about taking chances and giving love even when you are uncertain. Everything will be fine. Have faith

If you want us to be friends only it's okay I will keep my feelings aside and focus on our friendship. We can only be friends

Thank you for understanding. Thank you so much.