874 Obsession

Xiu took Darren's words most seriously. Since he was the pillar she needed, she naturally knew she needed to listen to him to keep going. When it came to her inner strength, she depended on the little life that was slowly but certainly nurturing inside her body. But when it came to emotional strength, her husband was the only one who could provide.

Xiu had realized how she needed to depend on others to keep herself going but she still found it amazing. After all, as Chen Xiu, she couldn't find the strength to go on and neither was there anyone to provide it for her.

And since Xiu listened to Darren's words, she had stopped thinking about everything that bothered her. She seemed to have pulled the shields around herself higher than ever. It was her brain's self-defense mechanism. She couldn't let herself breakdown ever again. 

With this mindset, Xiu diligently focused on getting better. And in this process, a whole month passed.