11 Mind Rape

Chapter 11

I knew my time on earth was ending. Blood dripped from my hands, flowing faster in every beat of my frantic heart. My right arm was broken with my Radius and Ulna sticking out painfully, but not as much as the betrayal I am feeling in my heart.

I couldn't really imagine how it happened, but right then and there all I wanted to do was kill him. My left hand was useless, now that I was so weak with fatigue, but I was still holding my Forty-five caliber pistol in front of me pointing at his head with a trembling hand. Bracing myself at any given moment he'd attack me.

"Please come with me," he begged, holding out his hand trying to coax me into taking it. But I would never dare to go near him. I couldn't help but notice how he looked so human. Unlike the other vampires we've ever seen, the only change in him is his eye color which was now translucent blue. "I won't hurt you Fran. I'll make everything feel better." His voice was so gentle, so full of promise. If only he wasn't one of them...no, not merely just one of them...he created this war.

He sat in the highest rank. He's a vampire and the eldest one who controlled everyone, every vampire. He could have made everything stop. But here he was standing in front of me with the rising sun behind his back coloring the sky ambre and pink. It could have been majestic looking at him like that. Like a royal prince coming to rescue me from all the nightmare that had been happening for almost a year now.

"How did you become like this, Xed?" I asked with a trembling voice, still in denial of his current state. "You died, two years ago in that freak accident." I was almost faint from both pain and the adrenaline. I bit my lower lip to alter my body's focus. I shouldn't loose my conscousness, "You fucking mind raped me!" I yelled, hurt from the thing he did earlier.

"I couldn't help it, " I could see the want in his eyes. His lust for me was reaching out with sheer force, I felt it buzzing in the air surrounding us. "Please just let me help you." He was taking his time to come near me, moving agonizingly slow for his state.

"Couldn't help it?! Fuck you! You..." I was so disgusted at myself as I remembered what he did to me. How at the back of my mind I wanted it to be real. How I craved his touch in my body. But I know what happened was never real. Because he Mind Raped me.

Mushka and I had just rescued the kids and some adults from the orphanage and were running towards the kitchen. The two of us were the running behind them, firing at any monster trying to attack. We were almost at the kitche's door when all I knew that I got distracted when I smelled his perfume, and the mind rape began. Everything faded in white like I fainted.

The next thing I knew I was waking up from a dream...no, a nightmare...and he was there. My breathing was labored and I could feel my nightgown soaked from sweat. It felt so real.

"You were shouting, are you alright?" Xed came in the room half naked wearing only his boxer shorts, his hair longer now reaching his masculine waist. I felt myself blushing as if looking at him was a sin. His body was now well built, abs rippling and pale, jet black hair cascading with his every movement towards me. "Baby, you're drooling." he touched the side of my lips, face inches from mine. He held my chin with his point finger, thumb on my lower lip, eyes making me burn with wildfires. He made me suck on his thumb, which I did obediently without breaking eye contact. He grinned knowing how he affected me. "You fell asleep after your bath, I knew you were tired from our twelve hour flight so I didn't wake you.'' He's still looking at my lips as if lusting on it, wanting to devour it. I could see him biting his lower lip as if trying to control the urge of eating me whole.

I never had any experience on being with anyone, but just looking at him in all his glory made me want to do things really unexpected for a conservative woman like me. He has that effect on me. Making me so wild I'd want to lose myself to his eyes, chocolate brown.

"Twelve hour flight? Why, where are we?" I finally lost eye contact looking away from his sinful beauty, seeing the inside of a suite we were staying into. He looked like a god. And it felt like staying within his presence is a bit of heaven on earth. I never felt the intensity of my desire for him like this.

He gave off a sexy laugh and looked me straight in the eyes while saying, "We're in Hawaii, on our honeymoon?" and with every word he said I could clearly remember our simple little wedding at Bacon coastline with all our good friends and both our families. A simple gathering as we vowed to be together for the rest of our lives.

We didn't want that grand wedding a girl would dream of, we just hoped to tie the knot because we wanted to do it. my parents wouldn't let me be alone with him because wild things would happen if they leave us alone. We wanted to do it so badly, getting hitched was the only way. And with that thought, I started blushing again. "Why is your hair so long? When was the last time you had a hair cut?" caressing some stray locks with my finger, feeling his silk hair igniting the core of me. Everything he does, made me want him more. He was intoxicating.

He moved in front of me between my thighs, "Well, I want you pulling it as I lap you here," he placed his hand on my private part taunting my clit using his thumb, " and make you scream for more." He was grinning as I made a sharp shallow gasp, a typical reaction of a virgin. His finger was pouncing like a cat playing with its prey. "Can I kiss you?" I shyly nodded before his lips collided with mine. He tasted so good. His lips felt like silk. He made my breathing stop savoring this moment, our first moment to be exact. Our kiss deepened, our tongues having their private battle, besting each other. My hands caressing the back of his neck.

He groaned as if he couldn't wait for more just like I am feeling so I pulled him closer, slipping my tongue inside his mouth, caressing his shoulder with my hands, feeling the ripples of his straining abs muscles fighting for control. He gently tugged at my bottom to make me lie down beneath him. He smiled at me cheekily. "What?" I asked, still catching my breath.

"You look so beautiful when you're all flustered and aroused for me. I can't believe you are mine now." he said in between kisses and nibbles on my jaw line and collar bone. He gently sucked at my earlobe making me shiver, hot and wet between my thighs.

We kissed again, now his hand roamed from my thigh to my belly, reaching up to my breast and he gently plucked my tight little nipple making me take a sudden gasp. He played with it, pinching it gently with his finger and his thumb. Moans and gasps escaped my mouth but he seemed to like it even more. He slightly raised himself looking at me from above, enjoying how I looked so undone one breast peeking from my see through pink lingerie we bought together the day before our departure for Hawaii.

I was panting and weak from light headedness. There's this warm feeling between my thighs that I wanted to get rid of. It was agonizingly euphoric every time I tried gently rubbing it at Xed's bulging penis. He dropped his head on the side of my ear and whispered raspy, "God, I wanna bury myself inside you to the hilt and fuck you so hard, but I know we haven't done this so I'm trying my best to control myself. Though if you keep doing that I might not hold it much longer."

"Doing what?" I asked innocently, grinning, still rubbing my moist mound on his hard on. He uttered a curse and harshly ripped off my thong making me giggle with excitement. He maneuvered himself lower between my thighs, spreading me awkwardly apart. He is now face to face with my pussy.

"My my...you look so pink..."his breath was tickling me making me squirm even more. Then he gently spread me more then licked me whole slowly savoring every taste of me. He focused on my clit, gently sucking and licking my sensitive buds. Then his tongue gradually became frantic. I swallowed a moan while he licked and sucked me, as I became more slick with want and need for him.

"Oh my gosh, Xed! More please!" I moaned, grinding on his face, tugging on his long silky hair. His movement made me reach places I didn't know I could. But the he slipped a finger in me. I almost convulsed with both pain and ecstasy. I never thought what he was doing could be even better, I was wrong. And after building something inside of me, I shuttered moaning and gasping for air. It was mind blowing. My insides were squirming, squeezing and clumping on his finger which was rubbing on something delicious inside me. The first orgasm I had in my lifetime. After calming down, I looked at him with post orgasmic haze. "That was...amazing..." I said smiling like a fool, satisfied. He grinned and kissed me lovingly. I could taste myself from his lips and tongue which made me even wilder. I wrapped my arms on his neck resting my hands on his still perfectly flowing hair.