1 Chapitre 1 : Death ?

Do not be afraid because the Spirit-Light is with you. Do not be in doubt because the Spirit-Light will guide you. The Spirit-Light is goodness because even without its Chosen One. By his kindness and his love, he guides us.

Word of the Saint.

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I woke up. Assaulted by the daylight that illuminated my face through my window.

" Alarm ! Alarm ! "

I could hear my phone app ringing as my alarm clock. I grabbed my ringing phone under my pillow and turned off the alarm clock. I looked at the time that was displayed on the screen, 6:00 a.m. The time I wake up every day of school. I put my blanket aside and got out of bed barefoot on the floor, dressed in my pajamas, plain black shorts and a plain black sleeveless t-shirt.

I could feel the coldness and freshness of the morning running through my skin, soothing my thoughts. Once my mind was clear, I began my morning prayer. I went to get my Bible which is placed in the second drawer of my desk. Once in my hands, I checked my bible, it was like any other bible, a cover made of a material that I do not know but which to me looks like black leather, the word "bible" and a design of a cross was inscribed on it. I took my Bible in my hands and began to recite my daily morning prayer.

Me: "Thank God! Thank you for allowing me to wake up this morning, for allowing me to contemplate the next day, a new beginning. Thank you for protecting me from the demons who only want to harm me. I call on your Spirit, may your Spirit be with me throughout this day, walk with me and protect me. I prayed so! May your name be praised! Amen! "

With my daily morning prayer over, I began my morning stretches. Starting at the bottom, my feet, then my legs, after I had gone over my upper body, started with my pelvis, then both arms and finally my head. When I finished I checked the time on my phone screen at 6:10 am, this whole exercise had taken me 10 minutes in total but that was because I could feel my body being filled with energy.

Now my whole body was covered in sweat and I stank of sweat, I took underwear and clothes and headed for the bathroom to take a good shower and brush my teeth. A few minutes later, I got out of my tub to wipe the water off my body with a towel in front of my mirror. Once it was clean and dry, I took my boxer shorts and wore them, then took a second to look at myself in the mirror.

Ah! I am really too handsome! In front of the mirror stood a young boy, about 12-13 years old. He has mixed skin of Congolese and Portuguese origin, a neat hairstyle that is to say the hair cut in low layers and the contours perfectly cut and neat, the eyes of light green colors, he is quite tall and a body lean but muscular. Finally we have a young boy who can wreak havoc with girls.

Oops, I admire myself for too long! I quickly put on my pants and my clothes for the day for fear of being late. I was dressed in a long, long-sleeved pink t-shirt, on top a black adidas sweater, a long sleeve and slim black pants and finally some high-top basketball shoes. Perfect ! I'm ready !

I took my cell phone which was on the edge of my sink and looked at the time that was displayed, 6:30 am, I had taken 20 minutes to get ready. And I was in time. I then left my bathroom towards my bedroom. In my room, I looked for my backpack and found it under my bed. Frankly, I don't know how to put my things away. I opened my bag and took my class schedule for today. I think it's Monday. So I took all the notebooks and binders of the materials I needed for today and closed my bag. I then left my room with my backpack in my hand. Outside my room, in the hallways, I went down the stairs from the first floor to the ground floor, on the ground floor I went into my kitchen. In my kitchen, I put my bag on the floor next to the dining table. I went to get a bowl, a spoon, a small glass, two lumps of sugar, milk, orange juice, a box of cereal and a croissant.

I poured the milk into the bowl, I then put it in the microwave to heat for 2 minutes, once ready I took the bowl filled with hot milk and poured the two pieces of sugar into it. I had taken, once the sugar had melted and was well mixed with the milk, I poured in the cereals and I poured orange juice in the small glass. I took a tray and put in the bowl of milk filled with cereal, the small glass filled with orange juice and the croissant. I then left with the tray to the dining table and sat down there to eat. Enjoy your meal !

I finished my breakfast at 6:50 am, I put the bowl, the spoon and the small glass in the dishwasher, then I took and put on my black cap, my black mauteau and my bag. And I walked out of my house towards my school bus stop. Once I got to the bus stop at 7:00 am, I had to wait another 5 minutes, at 7:05 am before the school bus arrived at my stop, once on the bus I handed my bus card, I randomly picked an empty seat and listened to music through my headphones during the ride. After a while, the school bus had arrived at the stop which was located directly in front of the school. I arrived in class at 7.15 am, 5 minutes before the gate closed and the lessons started.

??? : "Apep! One day you will be late! "

Apep: "Don't worry professor. I've been doing this routine for 2 years now. "

Teacher: "Well you are a smart young man, you know the consequences."

Ah! I hate classes !!!

A few hours later, 5:20 p.m., I finished my school day. I left school to go towards the school bus stop. On the bus, I ironed my bus pass for the second time today, and this time I chose an empty seat in the back right of the bus next to the window, still with my headphones in my ears. At 5:30 p.m. the bus arrived at my bus stop, I got off and walked towards my home which is about a 5 minute drive away.

At home, I went straight to my room to change into sportswear, a black adidas hoodie and a big black sports bag, then I went down the stairs and left my house. I left in the direction of another bus stop which is a little further from my house. Once on the bus, I swiped my bus pass and chose a seat at random. A few minutes later, my bus had arrived at the stop I was supposed to get off, I walked for a few minutes following the path to my right, in front of me stood a large building. I entered the big building which I find to be a gymnasium, I entered a small room where a sign written French boxing is placed in front of it. At 6.30 p.m., I started training with my sports coach. Left! Right! Right foot ! Left foot ! I love boxing! It allows me to let off steam.

Mark: "Apep! Tell me one thing. How are you in high school now? "

Mark had come to talk to me. Mark is my personal trainer, he was the one who showed me the gym and it was thanks to him that I got into boxing.

Apep: "It's better now. I fight less often and I no longer have to worry about my teachers and my grades are improving. "

Mark: "I'm happy for you! I'm glad to hear that !"

Apep: "Thank you, it's thanks to you coach!"

Mark: "And you too, thank your efforts! So how's it going with you? It going ?"

Apep: "C ... It's complicated."

Mark: "..... I see. I trust you, you will succeed, do not subscribe! Remember why you came to find me at the end! "

I watched my coach Mark go about his business. At 8:30 p.m., I finished my boxing training with my coach, I put my boxing equipment in my big black gym bag. Once my things were put away, I went to the bus stop right in front of the stop where I got off on the way out. A few minutes later, the bus arrived, I got in while validating my bus card and I remained standing hanging on a bar, no more space available. On the bus, I thought about what my coach said, it was true that I had problems at home and an anger problem. Boxing taught me control and discipline. I now have strength, power. I can change, I have to have more confidence in myself, in order to be able to restore order in my life.

At 9:05 p.m., I got off at my stop. I kept walking until I got to my house. In front of my door, I pulled out my key to put it on the lock when I noticed a problem! My door is ajar! I always keep my front door locked! I put my big gym bag gently on the floor and opened the door as quietly as I could. Unfortunately the people who had left my door ajar stood in front of me. They were 2 people all dressed in black with a black gagoule, they split well in the dark but I could see them thanks to the light reflected by the rays of the moon. Thieves ! One in front and the other a few steps behind him!

I put myself directly in the guard position, my two arms protect my face and the legs apart a few centimeters the right foot behind and the left in front. The thief closest to me got up and took a knife out of his pocket and started walking towards me while playing with it.

Thief 1: "Well what have we got here !! You're really unlucky !"

I am not afraid ! As soon as he was within range of my punches, I kicked his front knee horizontally with my right foot as he stepped forward, putting all the strength and weight I could muster into it.

Thief 1: "Ouch! Dirty bata- "

I could feel his knee weakening his weight and I wasted no time, I put my right foot on the ground and quickly moved my body forward while turning my torso and right fist back and once at a good distance while using the momentum that my rapid advancement gives me I gave a powerful right by aiming well for his chin.

Thief 1: "Argh!"

I could feel my blow hit his chin but I wasn't finished I quickly grabbed the back of his head while he was still disoriented to move her towards me and connected her face with my knee left, I could feel my blow sinking a little under his skin and his broken nose.

His body collapsed on the ground with his back to the ground. I pressed my under sole over his face to stop it and feel it move and quickly grabbed his knife that he had dropped. With the hill in hand, I looked at the other thief who was there watching me.

Thief 2: "Fuck !! You son of a bitch !! You can't be quiet !! "

Ah! It's stupid to believe that I was going to sit down quietly like a sheep ready for the slaughter! Never !!! I have to calm down !! Control your anger, use it !! So I rushed knife in hand towards him while I think he was panicking to get his knife out. No time to think, once on the attack, I hit him horizontally with all my might and my head weight with my right foot.

Thief 2: "Argh !! You bitch! "

Taking my blow directly in the head without protection, he fell to the ground, his back to the ground, I then rushed towards him while holding the knife with my two hands this time. And I jumped right at him with the tip of the knife pointing at his neck and then stabbed him in the throat when he landed.

'To slice'

I could feel the knife easily penetrating the throat of the second thief. He started to cough up blood. And I got a few drops on my face, I could feel his awkward movements of his throat when he tried to breathe.

Thief 2: "You're not ... go ..."

I didn't wait for him to finish his sentence. So I stab them over and over again until he stopped breathing. And I haven't forgotten the first thief I put down. I rushed over to him. And I also stabbed him to death while he was unconscious on the floor.

'To slice'

Phew! Phew! Phew! I'm out of breath! Now that the adrenaline and anger fueling my strength which had waned and I was no longer in danger, I looked around, the two bodies of the dead thieves were covered in their own blood on the floor. in the halls of my front door. But something intrigued me. I felt like they knew me. So curious, I left to take off their hoods to see their identity. Their faces were familiar to me, I didn't know them personally, but they were in my high school and I had spoken to their families before.

Come to think of it. I realized that I had killed, taken the life and privacy of two families, their children, their brothers. I squeezed my fist-shaped hand with all the strength I had! May God forgive me because I have sinned! Because I killed, deprive a person's future! But ! I feel nothing ! No remorse! No compassion! I knew it ! I'm not like everyone else! And I'm scared !!

'Click'

Suddenly I heard a noise coming from in front of me but I couldn't recognize the origin of the sound, so I looked up to look ahead. What !!! I was stunned !!! In front of me stood a third thief !!! He had to be the driver! Damn I got too wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't think of a third person and didn't even hear them push the front door! Shit ! He was standing there in front of me with a gun, pointing it at me, now I knew where the sound was coming from, I could see the anger and rage through his eyes.

'Click'

Thief 3: "You are going to DIE !!!!! I'm going to KILL you you bastard! "

"Stroke"

Apep: "Argh"

I am hurt. I could feel the pain in the area where the bullet landed in my torso flow through my body to my mind.

??? : " Darling !! You're okay ?! Are you hurt ?! "

Honey: "It's okay. I'm fine honey. I shot them. There is no more danger, no more thieves. "

Honey: "Phew! I was afraid ! I didn't know what would become of me if I lost you. "

Honey: "Don't worry. Everything was under control. "

Honey: "Oh no !! But what did you do ?! You shot Apep !! He's losing too much blood! He must not die! "

Honey: "Don't worry! Everything is under control !"

Honey: "Don't worry? Everything is under control ? For you everything is under control ?! If he dies, we lose his money !! "

Honey: "Ahhh. Really your stupidity is mostly cute but now it's bugging me. Go call the kids and then I'll tell you the plan. "

Ah! Here is my family ! My Uncle and my Aunt! And me who wanted to fix my life and I couldn't even take the first step. But maybe that's okay because I'm free now. And I will have eternal life in the city of angels because I could see the light.

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