FORGET EVERYTHING .

Nightmares envelopes her one by one .

First life .

Second life .

Third life .

Fourth life .

And even her current life now ..

She though it was gonna be endless . Maybe this time she's gonna die again because she can't wake up no matter what . She heard everything around her but no matter how hard she tried , she can't move , she can't open her eyes .

Then , the dream occurs again . There , she meets her past self . A young woman who's dying at the age of 25 years old . The ' her ' that died in the original novel .

The woman smiled at her as if she's not aggrieved at all after what she's been through . She spoke up with a gentle voice .

" Aria ... you know this is not real , right .. ? "

Aria furrowed her brows and speak with her short tongue .

" Nwot rweal .. ? "

( Not real )

The woman patted her head and saw her eyes to eyes .

" It's not real , Aria .. No matter what happen to me , it's not gonna happen to you .. I am me and you are you . "

She was confused . Why is it not real . Of course everything was real . Her multiple lives . It's real . Everything is real .

" Lies ! I wemember evewything ! Father is cwuel ! Bwothers too ! They kill us ! "

( Lies ! I remember everything ! Father is cruel ! Brothers too ! They kill us ! )

" No darling .. You deserve to be happy .. Just forget everything okay .. ? Treat it as a long nightmare . Everything is gonna be okay .. It will be fine .. "

Aria cried hearing the words . All her life , there's no one to comfort her . She had to endure it . Always endure everything . But even now she had to hear these comforting words from her own self . How laughable and sad .

" Shhh .. It's okay .. It's not your fault . Just forget everything . Forget all of it . Lead a happy life and just .. don't ever go back to your family ... our family ... Trust me , you will be happy this time . If you don't believe me , open your eyes . "

" Open .. ? I cwan't .. "

( Open ? I can't )

" You can , Aria .. Believe me .. "

She didn't know what happen but the moment other her said that , she gather her strength and her eyes moved .

And ... That was the scene she saw . Strangers with a beautiful aunt she saw before she lost consciousness . They look so happy as if they had no trouble to think to .

Her family was not like this . All she ever gets was insults and abuses . She was taught that happiness is to follow whatever her family told her to do . It doesn't matter what it is , even if she had to endure beatings , she was fine as long as she's got her family attention .

This is not fair . She wanted to be in these people kind of family too .

Happiness . Is this the kind of family with love .. Real kind of love .. ?

She remember everything . Every kind of pain . Her past lives . Although it's blurry now , she felt the pain , the unfairness , her unfair life .

So what's the point the her in dream told her to forget ? Forget ?! How ? Just how .. ?

She tears up again . It's already hard enough to run away from her home . Does she has to go back again .. ? What should she do now .. ?