1 Meeting a true deity

Why do I feel so weird? I know I should be asleep right now, but even in my vivid dreams, I am not so self-aware in them. Even when I am, I either wake up or fall back to the pace of the dream. I can't move, I can't see, I can't smell, and I can't feel.....am I soul in the void? Have I died?

???: O, so have you grasped your situation already, quite smart of you....which is what a lesser being would say. No, it's more this follows one of those cliches from those fanfics you read so much about.

Even if I can't hear, somehow I am being conveyed to this entity's message. I really hope its a deity and not some kind of Lovecraft evil god that will drive me insane.

???: Well, even knowing if I say I'm not one of those beings or that being you refer to as mysterious being X, you will hold some caution to me, which is fine considering your situation.

Yep, this being can see me inside and out, no point in lying might as well be my self. Hey, mister god-like being, refer to me as Ren Suzugamori. Yes, that's not my name, but despite loving my parents very much, the name they picked out for me, was one I could live with, but now considering my state I prefer this name.

???: And if this is one of the situations in which you get reincarnated, you would want this name, instead of your former name which seems to be somehow to follow the ones in those fanfics you read. Also, it's fine as long as you are not at cursing me. Like in that scenario your thinking about. By the way, you can speak now, it's just with most people that end up, I found it better for people to be muted till they come to a measure of reason.

Ren: .......................

Ren: For three-fourths of my about my two decades of life, I had autism that separated me from my fellow peers. My speech was inferior to others and different, which resulted in me being alone. It was fine, I came into terms with who I was and how I was more logical than others and had some pride in that. How I can plan and anticipate other people's patterns and actions, but I have to say, being so well known by you is very unpleasant. No offense, but can we get to why I am here and what's going to happen to me?

???: Well, to put it simply you died in your sleep and seeing how you didn't live a full life and ended up in my sector, I am in the hobby sending people to other worlds, those worlds being infinite from those cultivator novels you read in the past, different games that you have played, and those anime you have watched. There is no price, it's just for my amusement. Now before you ask, there will be no system, no gamer, and no the game. Basically, so you can understand it's like that D&D you played one time, but with this, it's me granting wishes that are not OP and can be nerfed. There will be no heaven for you and do not test me, you have the right idea, no god-like abilities, and within reason. You have one chance, interest me, mortal.

Wow, that's ninety percent of all ideas I had shot down without saying anything. And another five percent I'll write off, not worth angering him and suffering his ire. Definitely a deity and the type I do not want to cross. Despite all I read and prepared for a day like this to happen, it is a lot harder than seen in those fanfics I read. I can play it safe and still come on top, but all my life despite being a logical incline person, I had desires far beyond that I had, but could never achieve..... I want to experience all the pleasures in the infinite world I desire. Okay here goes everything, either I soar high, or my journey ends before it begins.

Ren: Deity, whether I am cursed and damned I have no regrets in what I ask for you.......