1 1. Lost Soul
"Have you heard? That a family of four was found dead"
"Really! Whats the cause of the incident?"
"I heard they where in a car crash and some say they were murdered but i heard rumors that one of the family members survived"
"That so awful! but thank goodness someone survived!"
Have you ever felt the pain of losing the people that u love? This is a story of grieving for love ones and the story of a person whose already on the other side trying to save someone that is blinded by grief not knowing what is reality and what is not.
"Wait please don't do it, I'm begging you don't commit suicide" these were the words that made me think if im doing the right thing.
My feet got colder the moment the wind that was blown away by a speeding car past through my feet, But as the sun roused up I felt warmth but that warmth isn't going to reunite me with my family i took a deep breath and- "Wait you still have a life to live, i know your suffering but a life thats been lived is a life thats been loved and i know are too" I turned around and smiled at her as i walk away from the side walk i saw a rushing car "i hope its enough to end me"
"I am news reporter Yuna and a car crash occurred today At 7:45 am at kita-ku,osaka highway the incident consisted of two injured and one casualty"
My name is Haruki thats all i remember i don't remember anything except for my name, I don't know where l'm at. I should ask some directions "Excuse me may i ask for some directions" the old man didn't reply he did not even looked or even a little glance at me as if i didn't exist. As i walk and wondered around to see if I'm familiar with any of the surrounding it suddenly began to rain heavily so i took shelter at a bus waiting shed, i was waiting for the rain to stop, and i noticed a puddle forming near the bench of the waiting shed i stared at it for a moment and suddenly realized that i had no reflection.
*bus stops at waiting shed and open's doors*
there is so much people rushing to get out of the bus that they pushed me to the ground without noticing suddenly a girl came out of the bus and reached her hand out to me and said "Are you Ok? your'e all wet let me take you to my place to dry up by the way my name is Hina" i was curious on why she was nice to me so i asked "Why are you so nice to me? we just met or did i met you before i lost my memories" She replied
"Its my 1st time seeing you and i would like to help you, my sister used to own a hair salon and she gave me a bunch of unwanted hair towels i just thought it may help you" then i was curious oh how she could see me so i asked "can you see me?" and she replied
"Stop asking questions what matters is that you get shelter, its really pouring you will get a cold if this continues and what do you mean of course i can see you is there any problem" and i said "No there is none i just think that no one can see me everybody has been avoiding me like a ghost"
"Are you coming or not?" she asked
i was unsure of what to do but i did not have any choice since i dont have a place to stay so i said "Well i guess i have to, i have nowhere to go"
*They arrived at hina's House*
"Were here and oh the towels are on the table" After i dried my self me and Hina chatted a bit we got to know each other
"So where do you live haruki?" she asked
but i did not know what to answer since i lost my memories so i said "Actually i also don't know i just suddenly woke up not knowing anything" she replied "You don't remember anything eh? You can live here until you get back those memories" I wanted to say no and decline her offer because i don't think i'm getting my memories back and i dont wanna be a burden to anyone, what if i don't exist what if I'm just someone's imagination what if I'm just a lost soul . I should accept this opportunity but i told her that i will help clean and cook so i wont be a useless free loader.
after we ate dinner i was washing dishes and i noticed that Hina did'nt ate that much am i that bad at cooking? well i should get to sleep now after i finish washing these
"hey Haruki do u have things to do tomorrow?" she asked
and i replied "i don't have to do anything since no one knows me and i dont think i have any appointments" after that she said
"im gonna go to an even at 9:30 am at the plaza can u do me a favor to watch the house while im gone?" and i said
"sure i got nothing do and i don't have any important dutties to attend to i will also clean the house while ur away"
22/6/2020
"HINA WAKE UP!! its 9:33" hina woke up immidiately and said "Im so damn late! im not even wearing the right clothes for the event"
*after Hina prepared she rushed to the door*
"im leaving now take care of the house while im away" I should clean while she is away, now where are the cleaning tools, oh i found it i should probably start at the living room. i was cleaning the furniture first because they were very dusty
"Call the ambulance quick!"
"is anyone here a doctor?"
"is she still breathing?"
*police and ambulance siren sounds*
whats is going on outside there seems to be some kind of incident maybe i should check it out
oh no i cant see whats happening because people are gathering around it "excuse me mam! can i ask what is happening here"
*the old lady didn't reply*
"hey yui have have u heard that someone got murdered just a few blocks from here"
"who is it?" replied the old lady
"i forgot but i think her name starts with hi- they said she got stabbed while she was walking the police are looking into it now the ambulance came late but they took the body for inspection"
"excuse me mam can u tell me where they took the body" i asked
*the two women walked away and did not noticed Haruki*
after hearing the conversation of the two women i decided that i should find the nearest hospital there's a probability that its where they bought the body. while i was walking i over heard two police men talking to each other
"Officer Akira found any clues on the autopsy?"
"actually i have, the autopsy results said that the victim died of poison the knife she was stabbed with had poison which led to killing the woman instantly, she was so young tho i heard they are gonna cremate the body soon"
Quote Of the Chapter: Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality.
