1 chap 1 : a cruel world
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so loud..
i open my eyes and turn off that loud alarm.
i heard someone open the door.
that must be mother.
"why are you still on your bed?! hurry take a shower and go to school!"
i raise from my bed and walked to the bathroom.
i can feel her sharp gaze.
[ she didn't love me ]
***
cold..
its still too early, but i my mother will slap me or lock me in my room if im late.
my name is erin. i was born in a rich family and a big house. but still, i got treated like my mother's dog.
my dad is an amazing business man. and its been 10 years i didn't see him. my mom is his second wife. his first wife get devorced after he knows that my mother was pregnant outside marriage.
and i have a brother too but i never seen his face or seeing his photo before.
i think he decided to live with his real mother.
i forgot the rest. i dont remember a lot of thing after that tragedy.
tragedy that change this world
***
that's when i was seven. i have a dinner with my family and suddenly all the lights in my house turned off and there is an earthquake.
after everything go back to normal a lot of weird things happen. all the things my father touch burn and my mother said that she can see what's inside everyones body.
like a super power?
everything feels like a dream.
after that day a lot of things in this world has change.
but why this suddenly happen?
why god giving us this super power?
and after that day 'users' appears.
users is a people that granted a crystal that we called 'magic stone' and they get a random information about this world from that magic stone.
users had a huge power and a spirit that will help the users. but users can't use their power if the magic stone get stolen or gone because their power came from that magic stone.
that is all the information i know from the users i saw on tv and books.
but one thing for sure.
there still a lot of users that didn't want the public knows.
and i was one of them.
im a user too but my magic stone different from the others.
normal magic stone had only one color. but mine is really cool. it had two side of color, on one side it had a red colour mixed with black and on the other side it had a white colour mixed with gold.
i always feel like im special because my magic stone is different from the others. but the thing is...
my spirit didn't come out until now. i can't even use my power.
what kind of power do i have?
but thats not really important. the more important thing is too get out from this cruel world, a world that had a really cruel human live in.
my parents, my class mate, even my teachers.
everyone.
no one likes me.
***
now im in front of my classroom door
no.
a hell door with a lot of demons inside that will not hesitate to kill you if you do something wrong.
with hesitation i open the door and hoping that there is no one inside this classroom.
BAM!!
suddenly, the door open really fast from inside.
someone open the door..
"so its really you. no wonder the door open really slowly. hurry give me your homework. and i forgot to bring my tie so give me yours."
i forgot her name but everyone admiring her so much because shes a reall cool girl, she is scary too thats why everyone afraid of her.
"why are you quite. give it to me."
i cant give her my homework or my tie or teacher will be mad at me.
but i cant refuse her will too.
"hey erin, hurry give it to me"
what am i suppose to do?
she grab my head.
"you need to look at me and answer if im talking to you."
i cant look at her face so i look at somewhere else.
she was getting pissed off and banged my head against the door.
"i- it hurt.."
"what? i cant hear you"
"it hurt"
"said it louder!"
i cant take it anymore, im tired.
"i said it hurt you fu**er!!"
shit, i didn't mean to say it out loud.
"what did you say?"
"sorry, i didn't mean to say that"
i really fu**ed up.
she glared at me and grabbed my collar.
"I did tell you to speak but I didn't tell you to speak presumptuously like that to me. I will let you for not to giving me your homework and tie, but i cant let you just like that after speak to me like that. you will get a punishment"
she released my collar.
"but I don't know what punishment you deserve. hmm.. do you have an idea erin?"
of course I dont.
"eh.. why are you silence again? I will make your punishment much heavier because of that. ah, i know what kind of punishment i will give you. but I have to go now so dont forget, i will make you suffer"
she smirk.
"a punishment that you wil never forget and will make you suffer. keep it in your mind" and she leaves.
***
the school ends. but oddly since the incident this morning I was not bothered by anyone.
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notification?
from an unknown number
- come to this place
this unknown person gave me an address I didn't know.
- sorry, who is this?
- you dont need to know and just come here.
what the heck, who even are you?
- i dont want to. i should go home now.
- it can't be helped, it seems like i have to force you to go
ah!
someone pull my hand.
"get off my hand!"
"shut up!"
a guy i know. hes famous in this school, a lot of girls like him because he is the most handsome guy here. i dont know why, but i feel like hes not that good looking.
"what are you doing, is she the one who tell you to do this?" he didn't reply me.
"please let me go"
"agh.. you are so annoying!"
he tied my hand with a rope and push me inside his car.
"where are we going and what do you want"
"I'm just doing the task Anna told me to do"
"Anna who always bothered me? you ordered by her?"
"she said you are troublesome and she asked me a favor cause she was tired. ah, were here"
already?
huh? this place..
"night club?"
"yup! thank Anna because she let you play with a handsome guy like me"
you freak! handsome? it seems like he never look at his face in the mirror.
"let me go, i should go home now"
he ignore me and pulled me inside the night club.
vip room?
did they let students into a place like this?
he pushed me to the sofa that had been provided there.
"dont you dare to touch me!"
"but what can you do? you want to scream go ahead. this room had a protector so no one can use magic and everything here is locked so you cant escape"
he brought his face close to mine and smiled
"now, should we start the party now"
***
it's already the third day after that incident. i didn't come home because I was afraid of my mother. I haven't eaten or drank yet, I seem to have almost reached my limit.
I decided to go home.
i press the bell and entered my house.
as i open the door, i see my mother standing in front of me.
"Where have you been?! and why you- "
my mother stopped for a moment and looked at my body.
"you! you dare to do that without telling me! You dirty kid. how do i explain this to denise"
aunt denise.. she is my future mother in-law. Besides, I never agree to get married to someone i never met.
"why did you do this. you shameless child. You must be very flirtatious at school huh"
im not like that.
"i have to teach you a lesson"
no.. please not again.
***
I have been locked up by my mother for five months now. and I got pregnant at this age.
why am i still alive.
"i wish he were here.."
my one and only friend, why did you leave me?
***
"hi, my name is *** , whats your name? " the boy asked me.
why is there someone in the park at night?
"here i give you a money, This is all I have, i give it to you because it looks like you are poor and starving"
what did he just say? i live in a big house and my parents is rich! maybe its because my dress is a little dirty.
"why are you crying here all alone? If you feel alone, dont worry. im here, and im lonely too you know" he smiled at me.
"do you want to be my friend?"
since then he always came to the park every night to tell me about his daily life.
even if only for three days.
and he never came again.
I haven't thanked him yet. and i.... dont remember his face. im so stupid.
i really hate my self because i dont remember his face.
***
what is this weird feeling.
suddenly my stomach hurt
"w-what is this? it hurt my- "
what? a blood?
***
