1 I Need You More Today

PROLOGUE

Tears course through my eyes as my gaze follow the car that's getting smaller and smaller to my  vision. My body's getting numb from crying all night, my knees falls down through the floor as the pain inside me getting more stronger. I don't know what to do anymore as darkness envelopes my surroundings and emptiness fills my heart. Memories of the past years, months and days  came rushing to my mind as i lay on the floor with no one but me alone.

"I beg you, please hear me out first please"  this words echo on my mind over and over again and the face of a man whose  eyes is as dark as the raging storm fill my vision. Fathomless face and a chilling gaze. "I dont care what you do in your life any more  idont care what kind of lies youre going to tell me again. Im tired and sick on all of this" I tried to touch him but he flinched away as if I have a contagious disease "And oh, if youre worried about the money, you'll get what your worth of" he said then turn his back on me and never looked back again.