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I am waiting for you crazily.....you can't understand how I am feeling. In between the works, notes, phone messages,deadlines and bad scolding, I just wanted any sign to show up that can say that you are also there waiting for me too, with staring at the same sky above heads with blinking stars. No matter what, I know that you are always there to hold me in hard times and saying, 'it's okay....everything will be fine.You have done your best.' With your goodnight kiss, I can sleep in peace.Please, hang in there wherever you are and wait for me. I am waiting for you too. I miss you.

Even in the darkest hour in night, when i jolt awake from scaring nightmares, I think I can hear your voice in the heart, 'it's ok, it will be fine, just go to sleep.' Your warm embrace soothes over to comfort me. I want you there beside me to wake up in morning and going back to sleep embracing each other. Your heart beat would be my lullaby while your embrace would be my only comfort nest.

During the hardships you are facing, like anyone else in this harsh reality, I want you to know that no matter what, I am always with you. Together we can overcome anything holding each other's hand. Just let it pass, everything will be fine. The world will get well soon. Time is always the great healer.

Now, the days are not easy to pass by. It seems very much different than previously been. I am worried about you always that how you doing now against all odds. You are all alone there. I am afraid to say at least one more time that how much you mean to me. May I get that chance to meet and tell you that????

I am not afraid of death. I am just wondering that if you can not come back to me, what am I supposed to do???

We didn't vow to each other but I know we are so much together from our souls that we are and will be together....'till death do us part.'

I will wait for your comeback....as charming and charismatic as ever.....love you always, my fighter. Remember me in your heart.