1 Single but not yet ready to mingle

It was in February 14 when I had to celebrate my 18th

the birthday when I realized that my life was full of desperation. I imagined myself to be alone without a comfort of a man. When I was in high school, I'm just an ordinary girl with ordinary beauty. I didn't have any special skills to be loved by a guy. Boys used to teased me as if I wanted them and to be trapped on their love games. I don't want to be their victim. Yikes!

I'm already in college and no one ever courted me and I guess no guy really likes me.

I promised to myself," After my birthday ends and if no guy would court me or even said anything about love.... I will curse myself that I would never ever had a boyfriend."

The night comes so fast and my wish would be as fast granted I guess... No guy would ever court me cause all day I'm in school and all night I'm in my dormitory. Few hours left till midnight.. The clocks started to tick so fast . I can't even stop the time for myself to wait for a lover. But sorry, I better go to sleep than waiting for love that no one cares about. it's not a big deal for hopeless romantic like me. I slept and forget about it. But suddenly....,

"Ti ti ti TiK! " a familiar tone.

It was my phone and got a text from somebody not registered in my phone number.

"Hi," that was the only text I found. I curiously question who the hell would text me in the middle of the night. I asked him, " who are you?, are you my classmate? do you need anything?"

"No, I'm Diego. I just texted this number becoz I thought this was the number of my cousin. But I think I type the last number of her phone incorrect."

" I see, I thought you were one of my classmates who I gave in my phone number."

I want to continue my sleep but another beeping sound I heard to my phone again.

" Where do you go to school?"

" I'm from UCP-R, how about you? "

"I stop school, but I planned to return next year..By the way, what's your name?"

"I'm Serine... sorry but I need to sleep right now. I have my classes early in the morning tomorrow."

"Sorry to disturb you, goodnight".

The night was over. As if it was just a normal part of me. I better do something useful than to think of a perfect guy for me.

In the next morning, I continued my routine as always what a college students does. It's normal for me to be single..as always.

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