I LOVED TOO MUCH

When I was young, my only beloved mother died. I was left in the care of my grandparents who are forced to work even in old age and weak body so that they can earn a bit of money to feed me. I grew up poorly not just in status but also in affection. I hunger for attention, I hunger for recognition that is why when the day came and they arrived, told us that I was a lost daughter of a wealthy and noble family, I was beyond happy. I was ecstatic. I met those people and I thought that I found where I truly belong. I left my kind grandparents to be with the people who are like sheep in disguised. A fake sister who's like a white lotus. A mother who can't accept that the daughter she has taken care of and loved with all her life is not her blood. A father who only cares about the business like it's his son and a grandfather who was very strict. The more I tried to fit in, the more I was despised. The more I get close the more I get pushed away, I tried my best but it's not enough that's why I looked for someone to rely on and I found the one. yeah, I thought he really is the one but he betrayed my love, I loved him too much and it hurts seeing him with another, jealousy, hatred, pity, greed arose within me and I did bad things because I loved him but it was all wrong, I know that so when I died, I didn't blame anyone but myself. God: So what is your wish? Me: Repay the kindness and be a good, No! Great and Filial granddaughter to my grandparents. Him: Babe, If you want something, I can get it just for you, even if you want the world, just say the word and it will be yours. Me: Babe, no worries because you are my world. Them: Our School's No.1 beauty! you shine our world like the sun! Our National Fairy! You are most of the most beautiful being in the world! We loved you more than our wives/Husband! Our Goddess! Please smile and I can die with happiness. Me: ..........