clumsy

after everyone came in I walked up to Alex I couldnt bare seeing him sad even after he did all that to get me to be nicer and like him. "Alex I-" he cuts me off and starts speaking. "listen, your right! at first I didnt like you at all and just wanted to be your friend..but then i realized I wanted more then that! I wanted you heart! mine already belongs to you so i thought if you liked me we could be together" he says sadly. I try tk speak again but he starts speaking on top again. "I'm sorry I didnt consider you feelings, but I just want you to know- that even if you say you hate me..i know you dont mean it! so im not giving up on you ok! I really wanna see you happy! so no need to look sad and apologize" he says smiling. he pats my head and walks past. (while he was saying all that my heart was beating like crazy!! its true I don't feel real hatred for him..but I'm not supposed to like him..im not ALLOWED to) I think to myself. after school i walked out and headed for the store I usually buy a little piece of cake. "lunala! where are you headed?" alex asks running up after me. I didnt hesitate to give an answer. "lili's cafe/bakery" I say smiling. Alex blushes and smiles. "I work there! maybe I can invite you to get something?" he says covering his face. "sure~" I accept without realizing it. once we got there Alex got me a seat close to where he usually is. as I'm eating the cake I like I look up and see alex starring at me. I blush and look down at the cake. (a-am I blushing!? this is bad!! I cant like Alex!! my mom is going to hang me! let me starve and them kill me completely!) I think to myself. as I'm day dreaming I didn't notice when alex came over. "you ok lunala?" he asks moving some of my hair out of my face. I look up and see his warm smile followed by a handsome angle. I blush like crazy and start stuttering. "Alex! i- home- leave- I ugh!!" I say messing up and knocking into the tables. I slip and almost hit the ground but then I feel something preventing me from hitting the ground. alex had cought me. our faces were so close that my heart wamted to jump out. I get up and grab my stuff. "ive got to head home! see you tomorrow ok! bye!!" I say running out the store. (I'm so damn clumsy!! ugh!!) I shout in my head.