I LOVE YOU BUT I DON'T REALLY SHOW YOU

Look at the stars; glowing and mesmerizing. like my heart beat only for you. find me; choose me. but I know and I knew. heartless, selfish, and ignorant. fury and maddening. eyes reddening, breaths gasping. take it, TAKE IT!. I DONT REALLY CARE! EVERYTHING! DONT LEAVE ANYTHING FOR ME. SINCE I STAND ALONE AND ALONE FOREVER. But PLEAS- PLEASE CO- COME BACK. PLEASE COME BACK, ALRIGHT? 'I love you.....But I don't really show you. thump! thump! thump! alright, I will be back. (please read this and listen to a song called "take that man" by 4 of spades.)